all I want is to be tenderly, lovingly held and/or snuggled by a kind, sweet, courageous, sensitive, muscular-but-also-squishy, brilliant, hard-working starship captain with soft brown-auburn hair and gentle eyes and a smile like sunshine and a sensual tenor voice and his own style of bodily launching himself at enemies to protect his crew and a velvety greenish-yellow shirt and a passion for learning and exploring
#is that so much to ask#yes it is too much to ask and i know that#all i want#star trek tos#star trek#captain kirk#james t. kirk#tos kirk#young shatner kirk#i am just very shallow okay?#i love him 😞#even though he is fictional and happily married to his vulcan and wouldn't love me back in a million years if he *was* real#i'm just tired of being so lonely and touch deprived and never desired#forever alone#unloveable#loneliness#touch deprivation#touch starvation#touch deprived#touch starved#soul sick#heartsick#everything hurts#jtkchu's brain#stfu jtkchu#Amoqueue Time
