Amok Time
(tumblr must not like this drawing, this is the third time it has disappeared. But I like it so I put it back XD)
omg you SLAY my tiny pathetic little heart Every. Single. Time. 😭😭😭😭😭💙💛💙💛
Amok Time
(tumblr must not like this drawing, this is the third time it has disappeared. But I like it so I put it back XD)
omg you SLAY my tiny pathetic little heart Every. Single. Time. 😭😭😭😭😭💙💛💙💛
Since I'm already in the process of overhauling my ao3 works--
Hello, Captain Kirkachu! I've only had a chance to read a few of your fics so far, but I absolutely loved the heck out of them and can't see why on earth anyone would take offense to them. I'm not saying this just because we're tumblr buds, but rather because I think you portray all the Star Trek characters so lovingly and tenderly, and I'd hate to see all of that talent and skill be deleted because of some random jerk(s). It's up to you, but I think ohgodimrunningoutofcharacters
[cont'd] Okay, as I was saying before Tumblr rudely cut me off, it's up to you, but I just wanted to let you know there's manymanymany of us who appreciate your work and greatly enjoy reading it. That's all!
Link to original post: https://between-stars-and-enterprise.tumblr.com/post/680082582888660992/the-list-of-themes-i-would-use-for-30-days30
Day Twenty-Three: Denial
It was illogical to think that his relationship with his captain was anything more than professional. Jim was his superior officer. He also had demonstrated a fondness for the female form numerous times during their mission.
But there was no mistaking the intent of the surprise Spock found in his quarters. There was a single red rose in a white vase on his desk, a handwritten letter next to it. As Spock realized that the date was Tu B’Av according to the Terran calendar, and that the gift was from Jim, it became clear that denial was just as illogical.
For @jimkirkachu - Thank you for your delightful comments, enjoy some Spirk goodness!
omg I'm SOBBING, this is so sweet and gentle and beautiful and I can't believe you tagged me thank you thank youuuuuuuu 😭😭😭💙💛💙💛💙💛💙💛 !!!!!!!!!!!
(ps I highly recommend all the other chapters, this work is so impressive and the author is wonderfully talented 👍😭😭💙💛💙💛)
@marlinspirkhall tagged me for a wip thing, thanks dear 💜
Rules: Write the latest line from your WIP and tag as many people as there are words in the line.
"I need you," Spock whispered then, his eyes closed and his arms sealed in a secure loop around Kirk's neck.
Not sure who all has been tagged already, so just jump in if you feel like it. 💛💙
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My name is Victoria and I’m an undergraduate anthropology student at New College of Florida. I am doing my senior thesis on fanfiction culture in Star Trek. My research will be published online at my college’s library. If you read and/or write Star Trek and want to learn more about my research, please email me at [email protected] or dm me here on tumblr.
. . . He saw Spock’s most recent experience with him, looking up from the rocky surface of a strange planet—Kirk’s balled-up jacket beneath his head—to behold a backlit and nearly angelic silhouette of the Human pulling him to his feet. They shared the memory of Spock slumping against Kirk’s chest, head lolling over his shoulder, the protective warmth and urgent pressure of Kirk’s strong arms around his back granting them mutual comfort.
In the memory, Kirk’s voice whispered, rough with emotion, “My Spock… I thought I would never hold you again.” They both felt Kirk quickly caressing the back of Spock’s hair, placing his lips on the forehead matted with mussed bangs, then leaning his cheek against Spock’s head. The admiral felt like home to him, projecting warmth, a familiar sense of security, and an intoxicating musky aroma as they stood flush against one another.
Kirk experienced the confusion Spock had harbored since his rebirth being almost instantly replaced by a deep sense of belonging while wrapped in Kirk’s embrace. To their shared dismay, the feeling was all too brief; Kirk had choked out something that sounded like a Klingon phrase, and as a transporter beam began to scatter their cells, he’d shifted Spock’s body in his arms and adopted a defensive stance, phaser somewhere behind them.
In a haze of shapes and colors which Kirk knew to be the bridge of the Klingon vessel, they heard Kirk’s voice, on edge, bark something indistinguishable just before they were torn apart and taken in separate directions . . .
Pairings: OMS Kirk/Spock Rating: T Length: 3.4k Summary: Retirement blues has hit Jim hard, but Spock knows just what to do. Unexpectedly, he might find some of his own missing pieces along the way as well. Written for @jimkirkachu
This post contains the first scene only to keep it a reasonable length. The full story is available at AO3 if you’d like to read on.
.*Forgotten Treasures*.
“Jim, if you insist that you are well, must you continue to pace?”
Mid-stride before the minibar, his hands stuffed deep into the pockets of his trousers, Jim stopped and turned toward the dining table just off the kitchen. His eyes fell upon Spock sitting in his chair; he hadn’t touched his tea and had apparently been watching his movements all this time with the faintest hint of apprehension.
As his spine relaxed, Jim’s shoulders slumped a little. He tilted his head back to look at the ceiling, and scanned the white paint as though he were seeking something of importance. “Sorry,” he offered, the fingers on one hand beginning to tap at his thigh through the fabric.
He remained liked this for some time, and when visual contact eventually returned, Jim became aware that neither Spock’s attention nor disposition had changed. He immediately pulled his hands from his pockets and turned back to the bar.
“Okay. I’ll admit it,” Jim declared as he reached for a full bottle of blue alcohol and an empty glass. “I’m going stir crazy.” The glass was set down with a pointed tap on the small counter, and he began pulling at the intricate cork with his bare hands.
If there was one thing Romulans and Vulcans had in common besides a very distant shared ancestry, it would be attention to detail. The fancy container of this ale was no exception to that rule—and it was already living up to its expectations, touted as the most potent and luxurious of Romulan liquors. Jim could believe it just from his current efforts; if it was this difficult to open, it had to be good.
Holding the bottle by the neck at his side, Jim’s lips pulled taught as he began tugging forcefully at the exposed end of the cork. “The purposelessness is killing me,” he added, light strain present in his words. When he heard the sound of Spock’s chair pushing backward against the hardwood floor, he raised his eyes and immediately clarified, “Not literally, Spock.”
Light as the breeze, Spock drifted over to where Jim struggled and reached out, gently removing the bottle from beneath his arm. With a quiet expression, he held it gracefully in one palm. Next came a calculated twist and pull, the cork at last extracted with a sharp pop, and Spock stepped up to the shelf.
“Jim.” His voice was deep and soft, flowing forth from his lips like honey, as he tilted the bottle and allowed the blue liquid to spill into the glass. “Did you not wish to retire?”
The answer came fast. “No. That’s not what I—”
I am so utterly overwhelmed by this, I'm... beyond words. There are no words to express how profoundly moved and grateful I am for this. You took 85 different things that have been emotionally inaccessible for me for the last decade and you've given me the ability to experience them again without feeling the full force of the horrendous gash they left in my soul so long ago. How can I ever even begin to repay you for this gift??? (I can't. But damn do I wish I could try 😭) How can a former musician properly thank the angel who restores the miraculous blessing of song to them? How can the ocean properly thank the moon for the tides, or the moon thank the sun for its light? I honestly can't help being so dramatic, this undeserved kindness has so thoroughly shaken me that my heart is just aching, I'm so grateful and humbled. Plaid...... thank you, with every atom and molecule of my being, for helping that coveted scar tissue finally start to form. 💛💙💔💙💛
I just love you so MUCH. 😢😭😣💜💖😍 And this story is so beautiful even besides the symbolic emotional connotations it has for me (and the extremely rough time I've been having lately). I'll never understand how you do it, but you are truly an inexhaustible source of warm, healing light in this dark world. 💛💙
Thank you, @plaidshirtjimkirk, for the gift of your presence in the world, and in my life. 🌻💜🌺💚🌷💙🌹💛🌼❤🖖
Thinkign about………Vulcan temperature discourse……
Imagine hearing Dr. McCoy say the words “blood pressure almost nonexistent, but that’s normal for you” and “that green ice water you call blood” and STILL writing fics where Spock’s body radiates heat. Based on Dr. McCoy’s comments and the fact that vulcans live on a literal desert planet where the year-round temperature far exceeds that of Earth’s equator in the summer we can conclude that a healthy vulcan will have a significantly lower body temperature than a human.
Vulcans. Run. Cold.
Miss me with that “Spock’s alien heat settled over Kirk as they embraced” bullshit. Spock is freezing cold to the touch! Jim runs hot even for a human (I stand by this headcanon as well. It’s why he’s always taking his shirt off.) and Spock uses him like a goddamn radiator! Spock’s feet are bricks of ice at night and Jim will not get in bed with him unless his husband is wearing two pairs of socks!
Generally, I agree (and as a disclaimer, I don't know the first thing about biological science, so this is all just my chaotic brain spewing ideas without necessarily being based in the realm of actual possibility or likelihood)...
my psychiatrist says writing star trek fan fiction is a valid coping mechanism so you all can Suck It