I feel like an absolute bastard. (cw gender stuff, names, pronouns, family drama)
#not trek#personal log#gender identity#gender confusion#tw: gender dysphoria#non-binary#nonbinary#nb problems#family drama#tw: family problems#therapy#tw: therapy#identity crisis#tw: self deprecation#low self worth#no self worth#no spoons#pronouns#profanity#tw: profanity#swearing#tw: swearing#internalized queerphobia??#idk if this counts#guess it's a good thing my next session is tomorrow#sorry i know this is a lot of posting for a mostly inactive tumblr account i just need to get this crap out of my head for a minute#long post#soul sick#jtkchu's brain#stfu jtkchu