it took 2 days but yes I am finally now deeply embarrassed by the poor quality of my lunar/astrophotography thanks universe 👍
#not trek#depressive episode#tw: depressive episode#tw: depression#depression#i know i am not a professional#and i do not have a professional camera#or professional knowledge/training#or professional photo editing software#but cheese and crackers people a lot of us amateurs stood or sat outside in the middle of the gaddamn night#freezing our fucking asses off to get even a crappy photo of the eclipse#i was in my pajamas and winter coat boots gloves and hat and yes it was a choice but come on#fuck today#i don't want to human anymore#tantrum#complaining#whining#inferiority complex#tw: cursing#cursing#tw: swearing#swearing#soul sick#personal log#self loathing#tw: self loathing#someone please just kill me i can't tolerate living in this brain/body anymore i want OUT#jtkchu's brain#stfu jtkchu#no spoons november