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@jimkirkachu

jim 35 they/them ⭑ tos k/s is my only interest ⭑ ao3/x @ jimkirkachu
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Seriously, what am I supposed to do? (re: everything)

#suggestions welcome#send help#not trek#personal log#heartsick#soul sick#everything is meaningless#feeling like a burden#i want to hurt myself#wouldn't even notice because everything already hurts or aches or stings#it's not that i've given up hope for myself it's that i never had that kind of hope to begin with#dear captain kirk please forgive me for wasting so much of your time#taking meds getting therapy and yet it still just feels like i'm only prolonging the inevitable#i should never have been allowed to exist#i am so sorry to everyone who has ever stumbled onto this disaster of a blog you deserve so much better#jtkchu's brain#jtkchu is toxic#stfu jtkchu
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8:15am still awake, haven't slept, doesn't even matter because my life Genuinely Has No Purpose. I feel as if there simply is no help for me (and even if there was, I'm sure I couldn't afford it). Some people just don't make it, right? Assuming I'm one of them, can't I just be done already?

#not trek#personal log#tw: depression#tw: suicidal thoughts#tw: anxiety#tw: self hatred#tw: mental health#tw: medical#unemployment#everything is meaningless#insomnia#sleep disorders#constant headache#suicide ideation#i guess??#chronic fatigue#chronic exhaustion#chronic lack of spoons#no spoons#soul sick#jtkchu's brain#stfu jtkchu#for reference#sorry for the negativity#🎵 tired of living scared of dying 🎵#i hate to ask because it feels like the epitome of selfishness but if you're the praying type...
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