are you fucking KIDDING ME, universe???!?!?!?!??! a fucking SP!DER dropping down to my HEAD at FIVE THIRTY in the fucking MORNING?!?!?!??!?!??!?!?
all of y'all who aren't afraid of 8-legged things, just. 🤬💥🤬💣🤬💥🤬🤬💣 AFJDKAGDJAJHDGHD just be fucking grateful I guess. 🤦😣🤬💣💥☠️ wish I was one of you 😣😣😣🤦😣🤦🤦☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️
and now to spend the rest of the damn night awake 🤦🤬🤦🤦😣🤬💣💥💥☠️☠️
#not trek#personal log#i hate this#i hate everything#cursing#tw: cursing#swearing#tw: swearing#profanity#tw: profanity#phobias#for fuck's sake#leave me the fuck ALONE you creepy little bastards#it's like they KNOW#and they specifically AIM for me#I mean seriously out of the WHOLE gaddamn ROOM that creepy motherfucker picked THAT ONE TINY SPOT to crawl down its nasty web string shit??#NO. they are INTELLIGENT and EVIL and i HATE THEM with my WHOLE HEART AND SOUL#asdfghjkl#balls balls fuckity shit shit fuck and willy willy shit and fuck and... tits#fucking scary shit#seriously i will PAY to have somebody be my 24/7 sp*der squoosher bodyguard i'm not even joking#they make me SO FUCKING MAD and SCARED and i HATE IT#ASDFGHJKL