Do you ever wonder what you must have done to get yourself blocked by someone you've never interacted with at all, or who used to [favorably] interact with your posts fairly regularly? (or are you normal, etc. etc.)
#not trek#personal log#getting blocked#i don't check this stuff often enough to know 'ah that comment/post must have been what drove them away'#and i know it could be something as benign as them not wanting to see my whiny depressed crap anymore#but i still feel bad#and i hope that whatever i did wasn't perceived as deliberately mean or hurtful#i wish i could apologize to every person in the world 😞#bad feelings#paranoia#soul sick#jtkchu's brain#stfu jtkchu#pointless worrying#anxiety#headache#why am i like this#why can't i sleep at night like i'm supposed to and be awake when the other humans are awake and i wouldn't constantly feel alone#please ignore#i am so sorry to everyone who has ever stumbled onto this disaster of a blog you deserve so much better#i'm just really sorry#i want to disappear