can't believe life peaked for me when an alleged Shatner/Kirk lookalike anonymously offered to hug me through the internet
no, that checks out... what I actually can't believe is that I turned them down because I have no self worth
#i'm an idiot okay#pathetic behavior#life lessons#when a gorgeous person selflessly offers to hug you#JUST SAY YES THANK YOU#don't be me don't be a moron#billy don't be a hero#not trek#not really#william shatner#bill shatner#shatner!kirk#jtk anon#low self worth#low self image#low self esteem#low self confidence#low self everything#depression#self deprecation#soul sick#personal log#for reference#early morning thoughts#touch deprivation#jtkchu's brain#jtkchu is a loser#stfu jtkchu#regrets#insomnia