quixotic chaotic

'and if we only live once, I wanna live with you'

probs because his mother died in a fire

shut the fuck up i hate you

This show.

can I just

Guys it got better.

God, did it get better. 

sherlockian need a lesson on what “better” means

What’s that on the ground next to Sherlock??

OH RIGHT. IT’S MY HEART. SHATTERED INTO A MILLION TINY PIECES. Thanks for finding it for me.

Deleted scene from Adventures in Babysitting.

 #but that picture #they are the only two people in their party at that moment in time wHO WAS TAKING THE PIC #do sam and dean even have cameras that aren’t on their phone #do people still even get film developed#they’re just blue steeling in the same general direction #”we were hunting and the camera went off by itself we’re not models” 

IS THAT THE TRENCHCOAT

#fuckm if that is supposed to be a picture of Dean and Sam that Cas had…. i am going to throw myself off of a bridge

CAS HAD A PICTURE OF DEAN AND SAM IN HIS TRENCHCOAT AND IT’S CANON PLEASE EXCUSE ME WHILE I FLING MYSELF INTO THE SUN TO BURN TO CRISP

oh god I thought that too but I didn’t even want to think about ti, it could just be like their duffle bags or whatever

but am I crazy or

HAS THAT PICTURE BEEN ALL WET

I am not thinking about Castiel quietly taking stuff from them that reminds him of them. And keeping the stuff in his pockets. Even when they hated him.

I AM NOT THINKING ABOUT THAT

THAT IS NOT SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED

Please. I've lost Lisa, I've lost Ben, and now, I've lost Sam. Don't make me lose you too.

requested by youcanttakethetardisfromme

why 

DEAN REFERENCES THE BEST SHIT

I just want to point out that this means Dean has watched the Disney Channel. 

at least that’s one part of a childhood that he actually got

But The Suite Life of Zack and Cody wasn’t on when Dean was a kid. It started in 2005, when Dean was 26. So that means he watched Disney Channel as an adult.

Because he didn’t have a childhood.

John Watson got what he wanted in the end

a flat mate

heh

get out.

you little shit

Corner, OP. You know what you did.

Kim Manners discusses one of his favorite scenes from one of his favorite episodes - “Shadow.” [x]

or angels to die

I really want a supernatural episode when the boys are on the road and they’re hungry and they’re looking for a place to eat and then they pass by 

and they just look at each other and go nope and drives off

Now that I think about it I don’t think there’s another combination of two words in the English language that could make Sam feel worse about himself than this.

Dean had been wanting his own place to make food and sit and eat in peace for 8 years and he finally got it. I’m emotional about this.

X

This is Dean experiencing the effects of one of the Four Horsemen, Famine.  This moment in context for you:

X- Transcript of My Bloody Valentine, 5.14

see also:

and then: 

Ok.  Dean IS affected by Famine.  He is well fed, yes, but that does not leave him unaffected. Everyone, each person began craving what they did not allow themselves in their daily lives. Some people sex, others food, love, attention, whatever it is in their day to day life that they sacrifice for whatever reason… These people were craving it and seeking it fiercely.

Dean, however, seems to have his cravings dulled. He is, as he states, typically easy and quick to fulfill his own cravings. “When I want to drink, I drink. When I want sex, I go get it. Same goes for a sandwich or a fight."

What Dean is experiencing as an effect of Famine is an absence of cravings. He is quite literally craving Abstinence. He is craving the loss of every craving he has ever fed. 

"I’m well fed." He says.

Dean, honey, you are fasting.

This is the first meta on Dean’s “hunger" that I’ve read that I can get behind.

To add a really sad note to this, I always thought Dean’s lack of appetite in this episode had to do with the fact that he just wanted everything to stop. That was what he was hungering for — an end to everything. A large part of Dean’s life is really about excess: too much blood; too much loss; too many fights; too much meaningless sex; too much pain; too much junk food; too much alcohol; too many small, meaningless, trivial gestures and words. What he’s always been lacking is the big, important stuff. And we’ve always known that Dean, deep down, just wanted all of it to stop. Just stop. He’s always been borderline, if not outright, suicidal. Famine most certainly did affect Dean; he opened up Dean’s deep-seated desire for everything to just stop, to stop gorging himself on the meaningless and trivial, for everything to finally just end.