Ah, this day today.. What can I say? I believe it's been 2 years now since we saw them all together as five. Every emotion I feel now... It's just so... I am so freaking happy!! And I am so greatful. It's so hard to describe! We have been waiting for this for so long. Even though the reason why all the members came today, I am still very happy and greatful. Gosh all of them just rushed from whatever they were doing! Hyunjoong from the airport, Youngsaeng from his performance, Hyungjun and Jungmin from their important things. Thank you! Kyujong, we'll miss you but what you created today with all the members and Triple S... Thank you! I will miss you so much! Everyone will! I also heard Kyujong oppa is going to release a new single that you have written the lyrics for (?) I'm going to buy it. I'm going to listen to it. I'm going to cherish the words which you have put in there. I will listen to your words, to your heart.
It's hard to not start sobbing to every news from Kyujong's fanmeeting. I wish so badly I were there! Everyone is so beautiful, I just can't. I'm so glad, so proud to be a Triple S. I don't feel distant at all even though sitting here by myself in Sweden. I feel like I still belong to you guys.
Besides this, I feel a bit worried about Jungmin... He had a bandage on his neck, some kind of injury, and I heard somehing about that he wasn't actually allowed to go to the fanmeeting by his ex-agency CNR.. JUNGMIN!!! YOU! TAKE CARE!! ;~~~; Making us so worried... But he still came, and he showed us his beautiful smile. Thank you ♥ And I was also worried Hyunjoong leader wouldn't make it. He's always so busy. Seems like he can't even take care of his own health, but his presence today, I am so SO greatful.
I hope that everyone who had any doubts realises today that SS501 is still ONE and has and will always be! As leader said, it doesn't matter how many members that are being present, SS501 will always exist. For the world, for the fans, in our hearts.
'SS501 will never be disbanded, so please wait for us' - Kim Hyun Joong during Kyu Jong's FM 6.3.12
We have made a promise with each other, never stop believing!
And no, I'm not being cheesy, delusional, neither ridiculous or wierd about my love for this group, this fandom. My feelings are sincere and genuine, and I hope everyone I know will know this and accept this. Because SS501 and Triple S made me change, they give me hope and trust. They belong to my family.
Thank you~ and now I'll go and cry