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@jelazakazone / jelazakazone.tumblr.com

This is now a Heartstopper squee account. Previously JATP.  She/her. Old as dirt.   I wrote fanfiction and created podfics for Merlin and some other fandoms. I don't make any claims about the quality, but you can find it at www.archiveofourown.org/users/jelazakazone
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ok but Charlie’s little stuffed puppy from episode 3 is an excellent prop

We know for a fact that he didn’t/couldn’t tell his dad what had happened at the party. He didn’t want to out Nick, especially since he still thought Nick was straight and coerced at that point. He probably felt so alone in this moment, and the only thing he had was this stuffed puppy.

It’s almost comically small, meaning he likely got it when he was a baby. It’s also worn and dirty. Maybe it was one of his favorite toys back then and he still uses it for comfort now. Maybe he slept with it every night when the bullying was bad and . It could even be a way to cope with loneliness and self-hatred spirals without hurting himself. In either case, it’s a good way to show that Nick really hurt him when he ran away.

something about him having a tiny stuffed animal in his room that he only uses when he’s at rock bottom because he has almost no one to talk to about boys is so endearing yet so sad

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I think what I love about the scenes with Mr Ajayi is that Charlie’s such a teenager in them. Around other people, he’s always so anxious and shy, but he clearly feels comfortable enough with Mr Ajayi to let go of that mask with him. Charlie coming in to whine about and swoon over random boys and then getting upset when Mr. Ajayi gives actual good advice is just so sweet and childlike of him? We rarely see him just being a kid outside of these interactions, so it’s really nice to see that he has a good, safe adult to talk to, and at the end of the day he’s just a lovesick 15-year-old.

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Can we take a moment to appreciate that fact that Charlie was so understanding about nick being confused about his sexuality? He didn’t rush him, push him or make him feel bad about it at all, Charlie is a sweetheart and we don’t talk about that enough

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I keep thinking about the arcade kiss. Like, Charlie is just the king of consent and I looove how quick Nick is to say "I want to".

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My favorite thing about Heartstopper (other than all my other favorite things) is how they let the teen relationships look like... Well, teen relationships.

Like, nothing looked slick, or polished, or "hot," even though all the actors had good chemistry with one another. They captured all of the excitement and awkwardness and fun and anxiety and silliness and utter seriousness of that life stage, and it's just so endearing.

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Anonymous asked:

hi hi i’m so happy ur back!! some questions bc i love ur takes: what was ur favorite moment from s1 of heartstopper, and what scene do you think was the best translated from page to screen?

choosing a favorite moment is extremely hard for me because i actually went into the show knowing nothing about it, so everything was a thrill and a surprise for me.

i think what drew me in the most was actually just the scene of charlie and nick texting each other at the beginning of episode 2. i know it's such a small thing, but it's the only time i have ever seen a tv show get the way that young people communicate completely right. like the detail that went into *how* they type, and the getting frustrated and tossing your phone across the room. and nick pulling the "i'm your friend and i do care" to get charlie to open up and charlie baiting with the "supportive straight friend" stuff... and at the end of the episode where nick zooms in on the picture with charlie and gently strokes the side of his phone... all of that was SO REAL to me like i have experienced all of that. so even though that's not like one of the big moments that everyone talks about, i think the attention to details in moments like that were what really made the show feel so impactful to me.

as for best page-to-screen moment... like i mentioned! i didn't know the comics existed before watching, so i actually read the comics right after finishing the show (like immediately after) and i was so shocked at how faithful the adaptation actually was!

i feel like it's gotta be the first kiss and its aftermath tho... like the kiss was done exceptionally well, and so was the rain scene, and nick and charlie apologizing to each other in charlie's bedroom? all of that was just stunning!

but i also REALLY LOVE the way they adapted nick and charlie talking at the bowling alley... like the way that there were obvious changes made (instead of being at the table, they were in front of the claw machines) but they still kept the same conversation and the same energy. i love the frame in the comic where nick is saying "i wish i had met you when i was younger" and he lays his head down on the table, so charlie does the same... and how in the show for that moment they had nick and charlie lean their heads against the claw machine in the exact same way... like that was so subtle and so well done and it impresses me every time i think about those little details taken from the comics that wouldn't have even been necessary to include, but enhance the experience of the show so so much.

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i just watched heartstopper (yes, i know, i’m late to the game) and it’s SO GOOD - i mean, i’ve read the graphic novels / webcomic, it wasn’t like this was a surprise, but the visual imagery was STUNNING and the actors were amazing and this is a side note to what i actually want to say

why didn’t i watch it for ages?

well, tv shows can set off my anxiety fairly easily - i didn’t even make it 10 minutes into ofmd :’( - and i was worried hs would as well. in the end, it was fine (other than a couple of moments in ep 4); i think that’s at least in part because while hs has lots of moments of awkwardness, they’re never a joke.

a lot of shows use awkward situations or someone unknowingly upsetting the social order as a source of humour (they don’t make me laugh they make me want to curl up and die). heartstopper has many of those same situations, but takes them completely seriously - the audience isn’t set up to laugh at the awkwardness inherent in teenagerhood and crushes, but sympathise with it and even find it sweet

so yeah, i think one of things that makes heartstopper great is that it takes teenage awkwardness completely seriously instead of making it a punchline

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There comes a time in your life where you just say “enough”. Enough excuses, enough being comfortable, enough being the person you are and be the best person you are.

I can safely say I am at that point. Let go of my past, the trauma I have experienced, the loss of a parent early, the bullying from people at school for being me, the brother who was and still is a bully and his evil wife, the parent who lied, the family who don’t think I am good enough.

I am still in a position of mulling and processing the TV show #heartstopper. I have never seen a show around two people who I connect with so well! Leading people at that! I simultaneously feel like I am am Nick Nelson, want to be Nick Nelson and be with Nick Nelson AND have experienced the pain of Charlie Spring, been Charlie Spring and want to protect Charlie Spring!

From today - I am going to be more Nick (or #BMN). I am going to be the best I can be and stand up for what make me the best me. No more accepting what makes others comfortable- it’s what makes me comfortable!

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I said it once and I'll say it again

Heartstopper is raw and real in the best of ways

You keep waiting for the other shoe to drop but it doesn't

It's just a journey of self reflection and realization backed up by support the entire way

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I JUST WATCHED HEARTSTOPPER, AND IT WAS THE CUTEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN. I NEED SEASON TWO!!!!!

The thing I appreciate the most about Heartstopper is how tender it is. It is such a realistic exploration of being a teen, unlike the shitshow that is Euphoria. The teens in Heartstopper look like typical teens! They are not unreasonably muscular or have plastic-y Instagram facial features. They spend their weekends watching movies or bowling. I also especially appreciate the emphasis on kindness and kissing, lol. I feel that so much teen TV today is abrasive, excessive, and relies upon discomfort. I also obviously appreciate the queer representation. They included the confusion without losing sight of joy. I love Heartstopper, is all!

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