bye

He was starting to forget my face. I can tell because whenever I’d say something to him, his eyes didn’t have that force that pulled me in like before. I remember when he was diagnosed he told me not to worry and he promised he wouldn’t forget me but I could tell now that I was slipping into a dark unknown place in his mind.  And now, we were at the bus stop on our way to the hospital for more testing. I hated seeing him drugged up like that in the recovery room. It killed me. I wanted him back and I wanted him to be normal again. Regardless, I will carry Jaejoong to the very end.