He’s a smooth operator, smooth operator

Ever since I found out that ovulation does cause cramps suddenly everything in my life made sense for 1 moment

It’s kinda wack that people irl think it’s acceptable to not treat me like an actual person like all I want is to see a doctor for a specific issue I have and yet the receptionists give me these vague pissy answers like ok geez guess I don’t deserve to see a doctor. I don’t even know these people and I don’t get why I’m treated like this but whatever. Sure love feeling dehumanized just for going fricking OUTSIDE

So yesterday I went to the doctor and at one point there was some guy who walked in and had literally the same haircut as Leon Kennedy with similar blonde hair

Meanwhile today I was just at the library and there was a guy who was dressed almost exactly like Ethan Winters and he also had similar blonde hair. What the frick

The weather looks optimal for trick or treating but I probably can’t go this year. Of course 🙂

Ya know I’m 3 years away from my brain being considered “fully formed” yet irl I’m still treated like I’m still in high school because I just don’t look my age and it kinda annoys me that I’m instantly treated as a teenager more than a young adult. All because I look too youthful

I’m the 22 year old teenager

Me when being in my twenties feels kinda miserable because of unexplained hormones and I constantly wonder when am I ever gonna get out of this hormonal hell that makes me question what feelings of mine are actually genuine

I’m so embarrassed about crying at movies nowadays for some reason but also I still wonder what in the frick happened to me the moment I turned 20 because my emotions are somehow worse than when I was a teenager

I wish I had a normal life but no. I just have to live through this with absolutely no help/support because my family drove away any and all support my mom and I had years ago now we have absolutely no support. It makes me feel sickened to think about but whatever just gotta deal with it as that saying says

Why do I have to fight my dryer just to DRY MY BLANKET

I don’t take hear me out’s seriously anymore because saying I’m attracted to Mario always is given a huge “WHAT??!?” reaction despite the fact Mario is literally just a cartoony human man like oh if Mario is already considered a weird crush than what ARE my other fictional crushes?? Is Mario really that bizarre of a “hear me out”???

I start sprouting silver hairs when I feel like I’m getting old™️

Despite being 22

You guys are lucky I didn’t get into Resident Evil when I was 13 because I probably would’ve been unbearable about it

Complicated feelings on marriage and dating again

Why do I cry so easily at movies whenever there’s a sad moment do I have a problem or am I just that overemotional

I used to eat lunchables as a kid so many times and you’re telling me there’s fricking lead in them

Why do I feel so old despite being only in my early 20s