He’s a smooth operator, smooth operator

Krauser taunting enemies in Mercenaries.

Resident Evil 4 Remake (2023)

My therapist just told me my problem is that I need to write more fanfiction.

This sounds fake but the logic behind it is actually really interesting? She said obsession with a new fandom triggers quick dopamine release when we consume all this related content--it's easy and addictive.

What we're NOT getting is that 'slow dopamine' that's more sustainable and engaging. That's the kind we get from DOING things that take effort but are ultimately rewarding.

So like, she suggested that writing fic and making fanart are ways to balance the quick dopamine of watching a show/reading fic with the slow dopamine of working at something that takes effort.

Moral of the story is you should engage in the process of creation around your favorite things. You'll feel better for it.

Oh.

OH.

rotating him in my mind rotating him in my mind rotating in my mindcrowave PING!

sometimes he blows up like a freaking fork in there.

some kid just skateboarded down my street crying