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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader(f)   13

Part 13: Hello Kisses

Author’s Notes: I actually really love this one. A little less Bucky but a lot of what the reader needs. Also, I believe this is where I shifted into third person. I was really struggling to stay in second so I just switched. Sorry if it’s annoying but I gotta do me.

Word Count: 800

Notes/Warnings: mentions of nightmares, self doubt, crying

Bucky had been called off to a mission in Brazil with Steve and Nat. They’d been gone for two weeks. Originally, it had only meant to take one but, as usual, there were complications.

 If Y/N was honest with herself, the first week she was relieved to be seperated from Bucky. It meant she didn’t have hide and lie about what was waking her up at night or about what she’d been thinking about when she’d spaced out at dinner or in the car.

 She was free to suffer without interrogations.

 She knew that Bucky only meant the best and that he was just trying to understand what had been going on with her for the past two months but, she couldn’t bring herself to open up about it.

 This last week, though, her nightmares shifted from terrors of being tortured to various ways Bucky was dying in Brazil. Every morning she’d check in with FRIDAY And every morning her answer was the same, ‘Sergeant Barnes checked in last night with no injuries to report’

 These dreams. She wondered what her subconscious was trying to tell her. She worried that, regardless of his check in’s, that Bucky was in danger. But, she also thought it was all just her paranoia. So, when the call came in that they’d be coming home today, Y/N was relieved.

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader(f)   13

Part 13: Hello Kisses

Author’s Notes: I actually really love this one. A little less Bucky but a lot of what the reader needs. Also, I believe this is where I shifted into third person. I was really struggling to stay in second so I just switched. Sorry if it’s annoying but I gotta do me.

Word Count: 800

Notes/Warnings: mentions of nightmares, self doubt, crying

Bucky had been called off to a mission in Brazil with Steve and Nat. They’d been gone for two weeks. Originally, it had only meant to take one but, as usual, there were complications.

 If Y/N was honest with herself, the first week she was relieved to be seperated from Bucky. It meant she didn’t have hide and lie about what was waking her up at night or about what she’d been thinking about when she’d spaced out at dinner or in the car.

 She was free to suffer without interrogations.

 She knew that Bucky only meant the best and that he was just trying to understand what had been going on with her for the past two months but, she couldn’t bring herself to open up about it.

 This last week, though, her nightmares shifted from terrors of being tortured to various ways Bucky was dying in Brazil. Every morning she’d check in with FRIDAY And every morning her answer was the same, ‘Sergeant Barnes checked in last night with no injuries to report’

 These dreams. She wondered what her subconscious was trying to tell her. She worried that, regardless of his check in’s, that Bucky was in danger. But, she also thought it was all just her paranoia. So, when the call came in that they’d be coming home today, Y/N was relieved.

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader(f) 4

Part 4: Angry Kisses (Based off of this post)

Authors Notes: Okay now I’m getting to the fun parts! Hope you guys enjoy this. Any feed back would be great.

Word Count: 600+

Notes/Warnings: aggression, kissing (duh?), violence

“What was that?” You chased after Bucky.

He huffed and you saw his hair shift from a slight shake of his head. “What was what, (Y/N)?” He asked without turning around to look at you.

“You were pulling your punches.” You growled.

“No, I wasn’t.” He lied.

“Buck,” You ran to catch up to him and shoved him into the wall.

“What is wrong with you?” His voice raised.

“Don’t walk away from me.” You warned. “And when we spar, don’t you dare hold back like that, again!”

You shoved a finger into his chest and he grabbed your wrist twisting it away and making you groan when he manipulated your arm and body to press you into the wall he’d been previously pushed into.

“Don’t threaten me.” His breath was hot in your ear and you had half a mind to head but him.

“Don’t give me a reason too.” You were playing with fire and you knew it but he’d ticked you off and your brain wasn’t doing much filtering.

Bucky grabbed your neck with his metal hand. “I could break you in a matter of seconds. If I hold back it’s so I don’t kill you.”

You grunted and strained to break free of his grasp but he held you still.

“Don’t.” He tilted his head and looked down his nose at you.

You jerked your elbow backwards, ramming it into his ribs. He groaned and let go of you, stumbling back just a bit. You spun around and kicked his chest slamming him into the opposite wall.

He grimaced and his face scrunched up as he launched himself at you, swinging his fits towards your jaw. You ducked and delivered two quick blows to the soft tissue below his ribs.

He cursed and stepped away from you. Huffing his breaths as he glared your way.

“I’m not as breakable as you think, James. Don’t baby me.” You straightened, hoping this was the end of it.

But as soon as you turned your back you were pushed back into the wall, Bucky pressed against you. He kissed your neck and you huffed. You were supposed to be mad at him and this wasn’t helping your resolve.

He grabbed your jaw and turned your head enough to kiss your lips. His eye were closed but you kept yours open for a moment to study him. His brows were scrunched and his nose flared with an exhale, at any other time that would have plainly express his fury but the way he was kissing you said something else.

He pulled back and loosened his grip on you.

“I’m still mad at you.” You said with little conviction.

“Sure you are.” His hand drifted from your jaw and you turned against him, chest to chest. He ran his fingers through your hair as you two shared the hot air between you. “I’m not holding back because I think you can’t handle it,”

“That’s not what you sa-”

Bucky’s lips pressed hard against yours for a moment, shutting you up. “Don’t interrupt me. I was saying, I hold back because, on the chance that I do hurt you…”

You waited for him to continue. You could see the conflict in his downcast eyes.

“I don’t think- I couldn’t live with myself.” He finished with a broken stare into your eyes.

You just nodded. You knew there was nothing to say that would change the way he felt, at least, not right now. You reached up and pressed a kiss to his cheek.

“Okay.” You swallowed the rest of your anger. “I don’t get it but…okay.”

“Thanks.” His eyes softened and he grabbed your jaw with a smirk, leaning in to kiss you again but you kneed him in the groin. 

“That’s for kissing me with out permission.” You winked and patted his back. “Don’t think I’m easy, Barnes.”

He answered with a moan. “Wouldn’t dream of it, sweetheart.”

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader(f) 3

Part 3: Breathless Kisses (Based off of this post)

Authors Notes: Another drabble length fic… I mean, this was supposed to be a drabble series but im so used to long fic that posting anything under 500 words feels weird. lol

Word Count: 315

Notes/Warnings: just fluffs :D

“Hey,” Bucky had just walked in and looked around the compound to see if else had arrived from their mission. “You the only one here?” He asked.

You were preparing food for your dinner when you turned to face him. “Just me. Everyone went out for dinner but, I wanted to stay in.”

Bucky smiled and kissed your cheek, his hand resting at your side for a moment. “I’m glad you did.” He walked to the kitchen table and set his bags on the floor, plopping into a chair.

“How was Russia?” You asked.

“Cold.” Was his short reply.

You knew he’d not wanted to go on that solo mission but he had too. “Well, I’m glad you’re back.” You stood between his knees and kissed his forehead.

He grabbed the backs of your legs, preventing you from leaving and looked up at you. You kissed him again and ran your fingers through his hair. Bucky closed his eyes and rested his head against you.

“Thanks, doll.” He murmured.

You lifted his chin and placed a quick peck on his lips, followed by another, and another. His brows furrowed and suddenly his hands were at your hips, tugging on you, silently begging you not to stop. So, you didn’t. You placed kiss after kiss and he pulled you to sit on his lap, wrapping his arms around you.

You needed to breathe so you pulled back but he followed you and kissed you more. They weren’t heavy kisses or long ones, just short and quick, enough to convey his want for you but not pushing any boundaries.

You placed a hand on his chest and pulled away, not missing how his eyes opened just enough to focus on your lips. “James Barnes, how’d I ever get so lucky?”

“Not you, doll, me.” He hugged you tight. You smiled and held him close, dinner could wait.

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader (f)  11

Part 11: “I Missed You” Kisses

Authors Notes: Yikes, it’s been a while. Welcome back to this series.

Word Count: 800+

Notes/Warnings: Crying, ptsd, flashbacks of trauma, violence, fluff and, of course, kissing.

 You tried to shift on the couch and winced. The slightest movement bothered you. Two broken ribs will do that. It had been four weeks since Latvia and your ribs were just now starting to feel a little bit better. Not healed, but better.

“You need help?” Bucky asked. He turned his attention to you the second you moved from his side.

“No, I’m okay.” You managed to readjust your legs and rested back against his chest.

“You’d tell me if you were really hurting, right?” He mumbled, facing the T.V. again.

You had to think about it. “I would, now.”

Bucky was confused by your honest answer. “You wouldn’t have before?”

You shook your head. “Probably not.” When his head twitched to the side in curiosity, you continued. “There are only a few women on the team. Last thing I wanted was to be treated like I’m breakable.”

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader (f)  11

Part 11: “I Missed You” Kisses

Authors Notes: Yikes, it’s been a while. Welcome back to this series.

Word Count: 800+

Notes/Warnings: Crying, ptsd, flashbacks of trauma, violence, fluff and, of course, kissing.

 You tried to shift on the couch and winced. The slightest movement bothered you. Two broken ribs will do that. It had been four weeks since Latvia and your ribs were just now starting to feel a little bit better. Not healed, but better.

“You need help?” Bucky asked. He turned his attention to you the second you moved from his side.

“No, I’m okay.” You managed to readjust your legs and rested back against his chest.

“You’d tell me if you were really hurting, right?” He mumbled, facing the T.V. again.

You had to think about it. “I would, now.”

Bucky was confused by your honest answer. “You wouldn’t have before?”

You shook your head. “Probably not.” When his head twitched to the side in curiosity, you continued. “There are only a few women on the team. Last thing I wanted was to be treated like I’m breakable.”

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader (f)  11

Part 11: “I Missed You” Kisses

Authors Notes: Yikes, it’s been a while. Welcome back to this series.

Word Count: 800+

Notes/Warnings: Crying, ptsd, flashbacks of trauma, violence, fluff and, of course, kissing.

 You tried to shift on the couch and winced. The slightest movement bothered you. Two broken ribs will do that. It had been four weeks since Latvia and your ribs were just now starting to feel a little bit better. Not healed, but better.

“You need help?” Bucky asked. He turned his attention to you the second you moved from his side.

“No, I’m okay.” You managed to readjust your legs and rested back against his chest.

“You’d tell me if you were really hurting, right?” He mumbled, facing the T.V. again.

You had to think about it. “I would, now.”

Bucky was confused by your honest answer. “You wouldn’t have before?”

You shook your head. “Probably not.” When his head twitched to the side in curiosity, you continued. “There are only a few women on the team. Last thing I wanted was to be treated like I’m breakable.”

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader (f)  11

Part 11: “I Missed You” Kisses

Authors Notes: Yikes, it’s been a while. Welcome back to this series.

Word Count: 800+

Notes/Warnings: Crying, ptsd, flashbacks of trauma, violence, fluff and, of course, kissing.

 You tried to shift on the couch and winced. The slightest movement bothered you. Two broken ribs will do that. It had been four weeks since Latvia and your ribs were just now starting to feel a little bit better. Not healed, but better.

“You need help?” Bucky asked. He turned his attention to you the second you moved from his side.

“No, I’m okay.” You managed to readjust your legs and rested back against his chest.

“You’d tell me if you were really hurting, right?” He mumbled, facing the T.V. again.

You had to think about it. “I would, now.”

Bucky was confused by your honest answer. “You wouldn’t have before?”

You shook your head. “Probably not.” When his head twitched to the side in curiosity, you continued. “There are only a few women on the team. Last thing I wanted was to be treated like I’m breakable.”

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader (f)  11

Part 11: “I Missed You” Kisses

Authors Notes: Yikes, it’s been a while. Welcome back to this series.

Word Count: 800+

Notes/Warnings: Crying, ptsd, flashbacks of trauma, violence, fluff and, of course, kissing.

 You tried to shift on the couch and winced. The slightest movement bothered you. Two broken ribs will do that. It had been four weeks since Latvia and your ribs were just now starting to feel a little bit better. Not healed, but better.

“You need help?” Bucky asked. He turned his attention to you the second you moved from his side.

“No, I’m okay.” You managed to readjust your legs and rested back against his chest.

“You’d tell me if you were really hurting, right?” He mumbled, facing the T.V. again.

You had to think about it. “I would, now.”

Bucky was confused by your honest answer. “You wouldn’t have before?”

You shook your head. “Probably not.” When his head twitched to the side in curiosity, you continued. “There are only a few women on the team. Last thing I wanted was to be treated like I’m breakable.”

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader (f)  11

Part 11: “I Missed You” Kisses

Authors Notes: Yikes, it’s been a while. Welcome back to this series.

Word Count: 800+

Notes/Warnings: Crying, ptsd, flashbacks of trauma, violence, fluff and, of course, kissing.

 You tried to shift on the couch and winced. The slightest movement bothered you. Two broken ribs will do that. It had been four weeks since Latvia and your ribs were just now starting to feel a little bit better. Not healed, but better.

“You need help?” Bucky asked. He turned his attention to you the second you moved from his side.

“No, I’m okay.” You managed to readjust your legs and rested back against his chest.

“You’d tell me if you were really hurting, right?” He mumbled, facing the T.V. again.

You had to think about it. “I would, now.”

Bucky was confused by your honest answer. “You wouldn’t have before?”

You shook your head. “Probably not.” When his head twitched to the side in curiosity, you continued. “There are only a few women on the team. Last thing I wanted was to be treated like I’m breakable.”

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader(f) 10

Part 10: “I thought I Lost You” Kisses

Authors Notes: I’m so happy to be continuing this series. I hope y’all are still enjoying it as well. Also, I really hope the read more works this time… Please send me an ask if you want to be tagged :)

Word Count: 900+

Note/Warnings: anxiety, blood, mentions of abuse and trauma, angst

 Bucky couldn’t be still, either bouncing his leg or pacing the room. Remaining calm wasn’t an option. Steve had lost contact with Tony only a few minutes after you and the others landed in Latvia, and they lost contact with you and Sam shortly after that. Natasha radioed in an hour later. She reported that she and Sam had been separated from You and Tony. Another forty-five minutes and Tony was able to check in, he hadn’t seen you since the attack started.

They waited hour to get word of you but none came. It had taken Steve, Wanda and Vision to convince Bucky not to take off and try and find you. It wasn’t until 2 days later that Nat let them know that they’d found you. All Natasha had said was that you were in bad shape, no details of your condition as she’d only had a few minutes to report in.

It was when they found out that you’d been hurt that they called the mission, told them to abort and come home. But the jet should have landed by now.

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader(f) 10

Part 10: “I thought I Lost You” Kisses

Authors Notes: I’m so happy to be continuing this series. I hope y’all are still enjoying it as well. Also, I really hope the read more works this time… Please send me an ask if you want to be tagged :)

Word Count: 900+

Note/Warnings: anxiety, blood, mentions of abuse and trauma, angst

 Bucky couldn’t be still, either bouncing his leg or pacing the room. Remaining calm wasn’t an option. Steve had lost contact with Tony only a few minutes after you and the others landed in Latvia, and they lost contact with you and Sam shortly after that. Natasha radioed in an hour later. She reported that she and Sam had been separated from You and Tony. Another forty-five minutes and Tony was able to check in, he hadn’t seen you since the attack started.

They waited hour to get word of you but none came. It had taken Steve, Wanda and Vision to convince Bucky not to take off and try and find you. It wasn’t until 2 days later that Nat let them know that they’d found you. All Natasha had said was that you were in bad shape, no details of your condition as she’d only had a few minutes to report in.

It was when they found out that you’d been hurt that they called the mission, told them to abort and come home. But the jet should have landed by now.

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader(f) 10

Part 10: “I thought I Lost You” Kisses

Authors Notes: I’m so happy to be continuing this series. I hope y’all are still enjoying it as well. Also, I really hope the read more works this time... Please send me an ask if you want to be tagged :)

Word Count: 900+

Note/Warnings: anxiety, blood, mentions of abuse and trauma, angst

  Bucky couldn’t be still, either bouncing his leg or pacing the room. Remaining calm wasn’t an option. Steve had lost contact with Tony only a few minutes after you and the others landed in Latvia, and they lost contact with you and Sam shortly after that. Natasha radioed in an hour later. She reported that she and Sam had been separated from You and Tony. Another forty-five minutes and Tony was able to check in, he hadn’t seen you since the attack started.

They waited hour to get word of you but none came. It had taken Steve, Wanda and Vision to convince Bucky not to take off and try and find you. It wasn’t until 2 days later that Nat let them know that they’d found you. All Natasha had said was that you were in bad shape, no details of your condition as she’d only had a few minutes to report in.

It was when they found out that you’d been hurt that they called the mission, told them to abort and come home. But the jet should have landed by now.

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader(f) 6

Part 6: Sad Kisses (Based off of this post)

Authors Notes: I know everyone is pretty hyped over Infinity War but I’m posting this anyways. Again if you’d like to be added to the tag list for this series or added to my forever tags please send me an ask :)

Word Count: 300+

Notes/Warnings: angst, tears, general sadness but that should be obvious given the title

“(Y/N), please don’t leave yet.” Bucky begged and you stopped your walk to the doorway.

You two had argued before but never like this. This was a screaming match to end all screaming matches. Now, you two were worn, exhausted and hollow, not even able to say much.

“James…” You sighed. This was important to you and he didn’t see it the same way. You couldn’t convince him that you could handle yourself. “I’m not going to take a desk job.”

He nodded slow. “Yeah.” He looked as broken as you felt and, as frustrated as you were, you hated seeing him like this. You walked over to stand in front of him where he sat on the edge of his bed, and pulled him close against you. He wrapped his arms around you and rested his head against your chest.

You ran your fingers through his hair, hoping to provide whatever comfort you can.

“This isn’t going to work is it?” He asked. Bucky shook his head. Of course this was too good to be true. He cared so much about you but he couldn’t make you do something you didn’t want to do.

You were glad he couldn’t see your face as tears welled in your eyes. “I don’t think it is. We’re both too stubborn.”

You felt him slump a little lower. “You could have died today.” He whispered.

You closed your eyes. “There’s no sense in saying it again. I’ve told you a hundred times tonight, I’m fine.”

Bucky stood up, never letting go of you but rather reaching his hands up to cup your face. He could see your tears now and his jaw tightened in attempt to keep his lip from quivering.

“I can’t watch you die. I can’t feel like this and do my job right.” What he was really saying was clear in his eyes.

“I know.” You frowned. “This isn’t fair. Why do we have to be who we are? Why can’t we be regular people?”

He kissed your forehead and you sobbed at his goodbye. “We aren’t made for that.” He pulled you into a hug and you burried your face in his shoulder.

This was the hardest goodbye you’d ever not spoken.

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader(f) 6

Part 6: Sad Kisses (Based off of this post)

Authors Notes: I know everyone is pretty hyped over Infinity War but I’m posting this anyways. Again if you’d like to be added to the tag list for this series or added to my forever tags please send me an ask :)

Word Count: 300+

Notes/Warnings: angst, tears, general sadness but that should be obvious given the title

“(Y/N), please don’t leave yet.” Bucky begged and you stopped your walk to the doorway.

You two had argued before but never like this. This was a screaming match to end all screaming matches. Now, you two were worn, exhausted and hollow, not even able to say much.

“James...” You sighed. This was important to you and he didn’t see it the same way. You couldn’t convince him that you could handle yourself. “I’m not going to take a desk job.”

He nodded slow. “Yeah.” He looked as broken as you felt and, as frustrated as you were, you hated seeing him like this. You walked over to stand in front of him where he sat on the edge of his bed, and pulled him close against you. He wrapped his arms around you and rested his head against your chest.

You ran your fingers through his hair, hoping to provide whatever comfort you can.

“This isn’t going to work is it?” He asked. Bucky shook his head. Of course this was too good to be true. He cared so much about you but he couldn’t make you do something you didn’t want to do.

You were glad he couldn’t see your face as tears welled in your eyes. “I don’t think it is. We’re both too stubborn.”

You felt him slump a little lower. “You could have died today.” He whispered.

You closed your eyes. “There’s no sense in saying it again. I’ve told you a hundred times tonight, I’m fine.”

Bucky stood up, never letting go of you but rather reaching his hands up to cup your face. He could see your tears now and his jaw tightened in attempt to keep his lip from quivering.

“I can’t watch you die. I can’t feel like this and do my job right.” What he was really saying was clear in his eyes.

“I know.” You frowned. “This isn’t fair. Why do we have to be who we are? Why can’t we be regular people?”

He kissed your forehead and you sobbed at his goodbye. “We aren’t made for that.” He pulled you into a hug and you burried your face in his shoulder.

This was the hardest goodbye you’d ever not spoken.

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader(f) 5

Part 5: Christmas Kisses (Based off of this post)

Authors Notes: Okay, I know it’s spring and not even close to Christmas time but it was one of the prompts and I thought it was cute. I’d love to get some feed back on this series so send me an ask if you have any thought on this. Also, if you’d like to be added to the tag list send me an ask. (I am way better at remembering if its in my ask box. If you leave a comment or ask in a reblog I usually miss it.)

Word Count: 500

Notes/Warnings: Wintery fluff, Bucky being cheeky :) (If I’ve forgotten anything let me know and I’ll add it to the list)

 “Bucky stop” You giggled as he walked pressed behind you. He kept kissing your neck and making jokes in your ear. “People are going to think you’re saying inappropriate things.”

“Would you prefer that?” He said with a sly grin.

You laughed and pulled away from him. “Get away from me.” You teased.

You looked over as he detoured to Sam and Steve near the bar. You shook your head and tried to wipe the stupid grin off your face but, it was useless.

“What are you grinning for?” Nat asked as she smiled from behind her cocktail.

“Nothing, Buck’s just being stupid.” You said as you looked over your shoulder again. He was watching you and gave you a wink before responding to whatever Steve was saying.

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Kisses Series - Bucky x Reader(f) 5

Part 5: Christmas Kisses (Based off of this post)

Authors Notes: Okay, I know it’s spring and not even close to Christmas time but it was one of the prompts and I thought it was cute. I’d love to get some feed back on this series so send me an ask if you have any thought on this. Also, if you’d like to be added to the tag list send me an ask. (I am way better at remembering if its in my ask box. If you leave a comment or ask in a reblog I usually miss it.)

Word Count: 500

Notes/Warnings: Wintery fluff, Bucky being cheeky :) (If I’ve forgotten anything let me know and I’ll add it to the list)

 “Bucky stop” You giggled as he walked pressed behind you. He kept kissing your neck and making jokes in your ear. “People are going to think you’re saying inappropriate things.”

“Would you prefer that?” He said with a sly grin.

You laughed and pulled away from him. “Get away from me.” You teased.

You looked over as he detoured to Sam and Steve near the bar. You shook your head and tried to wipe the stupid grin off your face but, it was useless.

“What are you grinning for?” Nat asked as she smiled from behind her cocktail.

“Nothing, Buck’s just being stupid.” You said as you looked over your shoulder again. He was watching you and gave you a wink before responding to whatever Steve was saying.

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