God it’s been such a long day today. Worked from 5-11, had a blast doing a fun storewide activity where literally every working employee and manager at my Target all crammed into one aisle and looked for expired food (we found expired food from before the store owned, HR was like ok goodbye), then came home, searched two houses for blueprints for my parents’ complicated-ass permit, photographed my own remodel in progress, got drunker than fuck and posted aloof rage all over Facebook, interacted with my mom successfully and retrieved two bikes from my storage container to keep in my parents’ garage, and now I’m sober again like damn this bitch really needs some dick and then an 8-hour nap, shit
#im screaming#every single day is like this these days oh my god#target#never say never#alvarado#mom never actually knew i was drunk???#sacred texts#like she sent me out to get things she litwrlaly did not know#im turning into kevin from This Is Us#alcoholism#i feel like my breathalyzer is broken?#cause .07 these days feels WAY more intense than it used to#like i have no idea how i used ro be able to get up to .26 and still stand up#thats a good sign though#means my tolerance is going down not up#ANYWAY i have had a Day™️#doing wel overall i think!#i need to finish my autocad final