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felsicgay-deactivated20200528

imisshowitwasbefore

itd-be-gay-if-you-didnt

This is literally my life story

#im screaming #alcoholism

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My parents: We came over to talk to you about how much you drink. We’re worried..

Me:

#alcoholism #sacred texts #parent tag #actual things my mom has said #dad tag #this is a Joke but its also true

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a-poor-decision

reinerist

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Wow okay I didn’t ask for this

#alcoholism #that's my favourite game #im screaming #me drunk #rip

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Me: *pours myself (1) drink*

Mom: *comes into my room* Oh,, wow.....WHEW. Have you been drinking? It reeks of alcohol in here. please open a window.

Me: ????

#actual things my mom has said #me drunk #i hadnt even had half of one drink???#i think ahes crazy #alcoholism #alvarado #sacred texts #yeah #i literally do not know

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mariatahreza

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#me #ben and brendan say i have a firm ass now #but when they met me i had a ‘runners ass’#vodka #alcoholism #that does it #anyway

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God it’s been such a long day today. Worked from 5-11, had a blast doing a fun storewide activity where literally every working employee and manager at my Target all crammed into one aisle and looked for expired food (we found expired food from before the store owned, HR was like ok goodbye), then came home, searched two houses for blueprints for my parents’ complicated-ass permit, photographed my own remodel in progress, got drunker than fuck and posted aloof rage all over Facebook, interacted with my mom successfully and retrieved two bikes from my storage container to keep in my parents’ garage, and now I’m sober again like damn this bitch really needs some dick and then an 8-hour nap, shit

#im screaming #every single day is like this these days oh my god #target #never say never #alvarado #mom never actually knew i was drunk???#sacred texts #like she sent me out to get things she litwrlaly did not know #im turning into kevin from This Is Us #alcoholism #i feel like my breathalyzer is broken?#cause .07 these days feels WAY more intense than it used to #like i have no idea how i used ro be able to get up to .26 and still stand up #thats a good sign though #means my tolerance is going down not up #ANYWAY i have had a Day™️#doing wel overall i think!#i need to finish my autocad final

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When your brain’s like “you’ve been sober for 4 days! Let’s have a drink to celebrate!”

#this sounds so stupid and yet. it is my daily life. so clearly defined and yet so difficult???#alcoholism #me drunk #sober #sacred texts

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I have to sit at home and wait for a storage container to arrive for three hours today, before going to therapy and then school...

#aw boo hoo i cant get drunk at 10:30 in the morning #alcoholism #never say never #shes sweet but a psycho #this is she #lol #im too self aware #it just makes all my trauma funny

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I’m playing a little game today called “will I throw up from alcohol poisoning before 2pm?” and so far the outcome is up for grabs lmao

#me drunk #yeah #sacred texts #maybe its not too late - demi lovato #alcoholism #lowkey

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alwaysbewoke

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My petty dramatic gay borderline-alcoholic ass is ABSOLTELY LIVING FOR THIS

#im buying a watermelon at target and doing this with my new roommate in our absolutely gutted house #never say never #stephen #YES #this #alcoholism #me drunk #im sober and im living for this #sacred images #sacred moments #im screaming #classicmattyboy #accurate #me irl

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neverthere12345

clarknokent

Your friend that has to drink everyday after work and at every event y’all go to.

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#alcoholism #yikes

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Wow okay..... didn’t ask for this, but ok...wig

#fkkagfjjsjfjkd #im screaming #alcoholism #RUDE #sacred texts

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lemememeringue

Bruce Wayne watched both of his parents die.

Tony Stark has heart problems and anxiety.

Peter Parker saw his uncle being murdered.

Steve Rogers lost his best friend.

Bruce Banner attempted suicide.

If they can save the world, you can get through this day.

Never stop fighting.

womanthouartloosed

none of these people are real

god forbid kids be allowed to draw comfort and inspiration from fiction i mean what do you kick puppies for fun

almost-always-eventually-right

Robert Downey Jr. was incarcerated on two separate drug charges. He broke and in and out of prison because of his self-destructive addiction to booze and never-ending quantities of weapons-grade drugs. He was reduced at one point to earning eight cents an hour scrubbing pizza pans in the kitchen of the LA County Jail. There were several nights where, claiming to be targeted by other inmates, he woke up in a puddle of his own blood.

He was already on parole after being arrested for racing his car drunk along Sunset Boulevard while in possession of a stash of drugs and an unloaded .357 magnum revolver. On another occasion, he was arrested whilst naked and hallucinating at the wheel of his Porsche.

At his darkest hour, he was found in the fetal position in a rat-infested alley behind a dingy LA hotel. During one of a litany of court appearances on drugs charges, he told a judge: ‘Taking drugs to me is like having a shotgun in my mouth with my finger on the trigger, and I like the taste of the gun metal.’

Now the former laughing stock of Hollywood is one of the biggest stars of our generation, a star you pay huge bucks to get in and elevate a film.

If a person can come back from that, if a person can get out of an addiction to drugs of that outrageous caliber, and do as well as he did in spite of everything that had happened during that –– as he called it –– twenty year coma, then chances are you can pull through what you’re having to struggle to get through right now and come out the other end.