i never thought i'd see the day

“He thought of jewelled hilts for daggers in plaid socks, of smart salutes, and care of arms, and leave, and pay arrears, esprit de corps, and hints for young recruits. And soon, he was drafted out with drums and cheers. Some cheered him home, but not as crowds cheer goal. Only a solemn man who brought him fruits thanked him. And then inquired about his soul. Now he will spend a few sick years in institutes and do what things the rules consider wise, and take whatever pity they may dole. Tonight he noticed how women’s eyes passed from him to the strong men who were whole. How cold and late it is. Why don’t they come and put him into bed? Why don’t they come?”

Benediction (2021) Dir. Terence Davies