left of black

left of black turned 12 today!

they took away the fuckin cupcake picture

dear hell we’ve been here a decade. this blog has seen my complete involvement in the Homestuck, Free! Attack on Titan, One Punch Man, Voltron, Overwatch, Black Butler, Supernatural, and Miraculous Ladybug fandoms; in the past decade i came out to myself and promptly began screaming in primal fear unending, i entered and graduated college, got my first job, i’ve gone through like three separate worse-than-usual phases of functional depression, moved out of my parents’ house, paid off my student loans, went through the nastiest part of the mid-2010′s Tumblr discourse and came out with significantly fewer fucks to distribute for those who would subdue me, started playing DND, and uh. probably some other stuff.

i don’t care how many people move back here from twitter, I ain’t leavin

tumblr’s direct-from-email post function wasn’t working so I screenshotted this like a savage. hot damn it’s been nine years. when I first made this account it was a gift to myself for getting into college and now here I am, accomplishing even less shit- well no choice but to keep going I guess

wow it’s been eight years. I’ve seen tumblr go from superwholock and aesthetic blogs where the deviantart teenage girls all simultaneously realized that actually, gay people were ok, went through the entire homestuck period, watched it devolve into a screaming morass of social justice holier-than-thou purity bullshit, and somehow watched it spiral back around into a less bad amalgamation of all of these just in time for tumblr itself to nuke all the NSFW artists and bring the antiship purity roaring to life again (seriously, all y’all antis remind me of my conservative middle school, same bullshit with different words.) and now we’re here

now whoever’s left is doing their best, but half of everyone is gone or moved to twitter. personally I’m in a single discord server that’s really helped give some sense of community, and it’s so nice, sometimes it feels like pre-social-media deviantart in there; either way I’m still on this hellsite so whatup I’m not leaving till tumblr personally bans me

dear fuck it’s been seven entire years. I guess i opened the account around May 10-12? Let’s see where we are in a year; I’m not sure that I’m going to stick around, I don’t like how much time I use on this site- but I like seeing what my friends say and their personal posts are the only clue I have of any shit that’s going on with anyone, facebook is a land of lies and deception and instagram is so fake-authentic it’s basically the same but with more subtle self-promotion

left of black turned 6 today!

holy balls we’ve been here o’er half a decade. If my blog was a human child it’d be entering first grade. As it is I’ve gone through the entirety of college, made several attempts at finding a job, and am finally here with an unusually fortuitous start to my career, but along the way i lost almost every friend i’d ever made. I feel like i should make some kind of large statement but uh, let’s keep it going i guess. I’ve got over 300 followers finally, after 6 years, should I do a giveaway?

I got this about a week ago, on May 8th; i can’t believe it’s been five years.

congratulations to the dead URL; that reminds me, I need to fix a lot of links in my about page

they broke when I changed it an entire year ago and i never bothered to fix them

Dreaming Testicle turned 3 today!

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my hoarded URL turned 3 today, if it was a child it would be learning more complex grammar and developing a sense of action/consequence in regards to its own behavior, as well as generally running around poking things to see what they do

but it’s just a blog so all we get is a cupcake

A modified Darkness turned 4 today!

o boy, i’ve been on the blue hell site for 4 years- i guess i joined in 2012 then; i vaguely remember that making an account here was a reward for finishing my first year of college and now four years later we’re here

i don’t have much to reminisce on because half of y’all have been here just as long as me but hopefully i’ll be chilling here for a while longer because i have so many huge tag lists of stuff i need to do and write and like hell i’m deleting all this shit

oh boy, oh boy i’ve been here three years; actually 4 but the first one was entirely lurking and that weird sending-tumblr-links-to-my-friends-via-email-instead-of-consolidating-them-in-one-place-with-a-blog phase