@intaysmind / intaysmind.tumblr.com
NYE 2020.
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Other socials just can’t appreciate my tumblr girl aesthetic! :/
you are only as pretty as you treat people,
beauty does not lie in vain memories.
it lies in
joyful memories of tomorrow.
Life is not what people believe
it to be and only if,
if you’re set free of this way of thinking i smile upon your tender heart.
Such a blessing isn’t bestowed upon all those who desire to have answers to their questions,
This is a lesson i learned long ago.
The stress of vain beauty
knows no bounds.
I have no words to write, when there is so much on my mind, the lines become as confusing as I,
find myself questioning
the unquestionable.
Rebirth, hurts and it’s
even worse when you’re pushed into it vigorously,
often left in misery
searching endlessly for an answer to your hearts questions but
the lesson cannot be seen,
until it is learned.
this often leaves one feeling defeated, but there is a reason for it all,
especially if you pleaded to the call.
How could parts of ones being die, while other parts live on easily?
Single me out upon the
night sky’s
clouds.
trust is scarce, for
others cannot see themselves
outside of their own flesh.
no one can hear of the true misery
of the renaissance
of ones heart;
no one but god.
How can you trust someone who cannot fathom the feeling;
whose never looked in the mirror and attempted healing
every glance is in vain
you cannot share the gems of
such a pain, onto
deaf ears.
the years go by &
that feeling can escape you,
only if you’re lucky
you will find it equates to
the euphoric
dawn of the dusk.
Studying Arts & Humanities made me look at the world through such an artistic lens #classof2018 📸 @hunt_the_bay 💇🏽♀️ @stylezbytaj 💄 @millymademe // 🇮🇹 #SicilianPrincess / / / / / / / / / / #bayareamodels #modelsearch #bayareamodel #oaklandmodels #bayareaphotography #sfmodels #blackgirlmagic #fashionista #philosophy #philosopher #blackphilosophy #blackphilosophers #writerscommunity #stylezbytaj #writersofinstagram #blackwriters #blackwriter #writercommunity #blackpoet #blackpoets #poetsofinstagram #poetsofig #socialscience #socialsciences #humanities #artsandhumanities #humanitiesmajor #socialsciencemajor (at Oakland, California)
#flashbackfriday foreal ❤️ my great grandmother on the far left who died instantly from a heart attack when my grandma the child w. the bob was only 16, they never thought my granny would come out her mental breakdown but she did. Sicilian & Italian people were discriminated against during this time which is why my granny hated white ppl & always fw black people, married a black man from Baton Rouge Louisiana & got disowned for it by her father. 😎HER grandma was still alive & told her do what makes her happy❤️She continued to face it after being in an interracial relationship. Once they made them ride separate planes & my granny ended up having a heart attack. My Papa sued they asses & won. I think that’s so cool😂 these stories never end. They all eventually led to me.. the youngest grandchild, the #SicilianPrincess and ode to my grandma and her family i never had the pleasure of knowing. #familyhistory (at Oakland, California)
