innypocket reblogged
As soon as you think “maybe I can get up early and just finish it tomorrow” you’ve already lost
#EXCEPT I USED TO BE REALLY GOOD AT THIS#I WROTE SOME OF MY BEST PAPERS BY GOING TO BED AT NINE AND WAKING UP AT FOUR AND WORKING UNTIL I HAD TO GO TO SCHOOL#and then my anxiety began more adversely affecting my life and particularly my sleep#and so I was never rested enough to pull that off anymore#BUT I THOUGHT I COULD#annnnnd snowball spiral of awful#but seriously#I never slept in past 9 am (even without an alarm) until I went to college and the first meal of the day served in my dorm on the weekends w#then I got realllly good at sleeping until 10:45#...I may have gotten off track here#but I have sooo many thoughts on why living in the dorms was really good for me except for the part where the dining hours were totally not#sleeping all morning on weekends and eating dinner before I'm done with my homework--awful for me#annnnd I went off again#wrapping up now#badbrainsthings#gaudeamus#which my phone thinks should be gay dramas#which honestly...close enough#gay dramas#periodcomma#weeds I hope you read all these tags because you will appreciate gaudeamus gay dramas#anxiety talk stuffs