#fucking exactly everything you need to know about finn hudson #that he honestly felt this way about himself #and he always did #and he doesn’t know how to feel any other way because no one except rachel and kurt ever told him he could #but it doesn’t change the fact that the world told finn hudson he peaked in high school #it doesn’t change the fact that his stepdad expects him to work in a tire shop and so does everyone else #it doesn’t change the fact that his girlfriend wants him to be a performer and maybe that’s what he really loves but he thinks he’s not good #enough #and will and rachel and kurt can tell him a million times that he can be something great #but lima breaks people in ways that not everyone can cope with #and it’s been breaking finn the moment it began to build him up with popularity and football’ #finn hudson was controlled by expectations and i’m just glad he managed to figure out his own dream before he died #because that’s all i ever wanted #finn hudson #c: drummer boy #omg that was long (via thealmightytrebleclef)