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I’m really depressed it is already November.

October is my favorite month, and...it’s over.

I’m depressed I didn’t get to really do anything for my favorite month or my favorite holiday. I can’t even count on two hands the number of days I went home from work before seven in the evening...we’re not going to discuss the number of nights I came home at midnight or later. I barely managed to decorate my desk and the living room of my house. The only Halloween party I was invited to, I slept through and missed because I was so exhausted from working. I didn’t get to go trick-or-treating at work, I didn’t get to do my treat bags, I didn’t get to wear a costume... I didn’t get to go to the haunted house with my dad and brother, I barely even got any of my favorite Halloween treats or get to watch anything with my friends or Mom.

I went to one haunted trail with Harrison and Kelly, I went out to dinner dressed as Wanda for Angie’s bachelorette dinner, I went with my family to see scarecrows (it’s a big thing in a city near me, where they decorate the square with different scarecrows), and I went to my friend’s baby shower and purposely wore my Alice get-up. But...that’s it in terms of Halloween. And that’s really stretching it to include the baby shower and bachelorette dinner.

I even missed out on all the Halloween stuff on here, because I’ve been too fucking exhausted to do more than a couple of replies at a time...

And I’m typing this up at nearly 5 in the morning and have to go back to a job I dread...

Can I just have a do-over? I just want my Halloween. I just... Give me some bit of joy this fucking year, please.