Feeling really bored of life and apathetic can be just as dangerous as when you feel overcome with emotion. Make sure you get help if you need it- mental illnesses are 90% inside the body where no one can see them
I am afraid I will keep falling, that I am chasing nothing, that I go through this pain, for nothing.
I am afraid that I am somehow different from those before me, that I cannot recover. That I was somehow not meant to be in this world, in this dimension even. Unfixable.
But they are just fears, just thoughts. My mind has tried to drag me down before.
Fears are not fact. Thoughts are not proof.
You must know this. Even though they hurt and they terrify you, they are not real. They do not reflect your destiny.
You are real. You were born. You are here. You can change. Thoughts can change. I’m afraid too, but I want to keep going. I hope you’ll keep going with me ❤️
No matter how unloved you think you are, there will always be someone who will be touched by your death.
You have much more presence and significance in this world than you think.
Something I drew last night to keep myself feeling better :) I always find drawing any negative feelings or urges helps lessen them..