Me when I start feeling sad and insecure that I’m 20 and never been in a relationship or even kissed anyone yet
#damn that cancer survivorship constant near-death mindset is really kicking my ass rn#it’s a little hard to believe you’re young when you’ve trained yourself to think that your life is in a constant state of almost death#do I need to have faith that tomorrow will come?#probably#twenties#relationship#love#vent#emotional#Vienna#Vienna by Billy Joel#Billy Joel#music#songs#tw cancer#cancer#cancer survivor