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Quick temporary pinned.

Collectively you can call us Adamantine, or The Aurora System, or if you want to be fancy the whole thing: Adamantine, The Aurora System. Collectively we use plural they/them and singular it/its. Don't use singular they/them for us as a collective or headmates you don't know the pronouns of (ask or use it/its) and don't use you&, y'all and the like.

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Also if you regularly work with kids/teens I cannot stress how important it is that you know someone who's like really into lame emo junk. There was a girl my dad was working with who just flat out refused to talk to adults or anyone at all and one day I was there and I saw her wearing a homemade bracelet that had beads that said YLDNDAHFHHACYCSYCDAYDKK and since I was also once a 14 year old making niche homemade mcr merch I was like "oh my god you like dnd Audrey Hepburn Fangoria Harry Houdini and croquet you cant swim you can't dance and you dont know karate!!!" and she looked at me like I'd said literal magic words and now we talk about music all the time

If you're working with troubled kids you need several people trained in child psychology with godlike levels of patience and at least one person who knows five nights at freddys lore front to back

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wow. it's really finally hitting me: a self-described Jew Hunt was organized and carried out. and people justified and celebrated it. holiest of shits.

Yeah and it's not just the crazies on tumblr and tiktok. The NY Times, one of the most popular and well respected newspapers in the US, ran a story about the pogrom and. Holy shit. Every single comment. Every single comment. Was about how if the Jews didn't want to get hunted down and attacked for being Jewish, they should have tried not being evil genocidal baby killers. Every single comment. The top comments had thousands of likes and all came down to the same message: This was a justified attack and the Jews are playing the victim, because all Jews are collectively responsible for each other's actions and therefore attacking one is the same as attacking another, when it comes to the concept of "fighting back."

This is the comments section of a mainstream liberal newspaper. This is a self selected group of people, theoretically smart and informed people who read the news. And they universally were justifying a "Jew hunt" in which a mob of people beat the shit out of anyone on the street they suspected of being Jewish while screaming "Jew! Jew! Jew!"

Truly I think we are fucked. I don't think there is a way to come back from this level of antisemitic radicalization. If literal lynch mobs hunting down Jews and beating them in the streets is seen as justified by the mainstream liberal movement, there really isn't any hope for things to turn around.

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prokopetz

While the Onion buying InfoWars is indeed extremely funny, very few of the posts I've seen commenting on the sale have mentioned that the families of the Sandy Hook victims apparently agreed to voluntarily reduce their lawsuit payout as part of a deal to ensure that the Onion would acquire InfoWars wholesale, rather than having the company broken up and auctioned off piecemeal, as the latter course could potentially have allowed some of those pieces to end up back in the hands of Alex Jones' cronies.

Like, yes, it is in fact very funny that InfoWars is now a wholly owned subsidiary of the Onion, but the real props go out to the Sandy Hook families who saw the opportunity and willingly gave up the additional millions of dollars that could have been realised by stripping InfoWars for parts in order to make that happen.

(EDIT: Fixed a sentence incorrectly suggesting that Clickhole is still affiliated with the Onion – it totally slipped my mind that they'd sold it back in 2020.)

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Life tip: SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE EAT!!!

THIS GOES FOR IF THEYRE FAT. THIS GOES IF THEYRE SKINNY. THIS GOES IF THEY'RE DISABLED. THIS GOES IF THEY HAVE MENTAL ILLNESS. THIS GOES IF THEY MAKE HOME FOOD AND THIS GOES IF THEY EAT OUT AT RESTAURANTS AND FAST FOOD.

THIS GOES FOR YOUR KIDS, YOUR SIBLINGS, YOUR SPOUSE, YOUR FRIENDS, THAT RANDOM COWORKER WHO ONLY BRING YOUGURT FOR LUNCH EVERY SINGLE DAY! THAT EMPLOYEE WHO YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW LIKE THAT!! ALL OF THEM!!

SHUT YOUR MOUTH ABOUT OTHER PEOPLES FUCKING FOOD!!

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Them [the news website] having a lot of articles on top surgery and bottom growth but like no info on the affects of estrogen/progesterone on your genitals and bottom surgery is so...blatantly a bigotry issue.

good lord, the difference in register in this article on transfem HRT vs this article on bottom growth on transmasc HRT is just so gross?

like, the bylines:

"Bottom growth can be a fun, affirming, and sexy part of transition for many people."
"Feminizing HRT, or hormone replacement therapy, is a common treatment for gender dysphoria."

good lord.

the transfem HRT article is fucking full of half-truths and outright mis- and dis- information

Anti-androgen medication suppresses the body’s natural testosterone, which can cause:
Thinning of facial and body hair Decrease in muscle mass Changes to your libido Reduction of penis and testicle size A decrease in the number of erections you experience

jesus christ that's also an effect of estradiol! ESTRADIOL LITERALLY CAN DO ALL THAT ON ITS OWN.

Deciding whether or not to go on anti-androgen medications is a personal choice depending on how your medical transition is going.
Commonly, patients will begin by taking anti-androgen drugs to reduce testosterone levels before beginning to take estradiol orally, with regular testing to check hormone levels.

SHUT THE FUCK UP. SHUT THE FUCK UP.

SHUT. THE FUCK. UP.

"patients will begin by taking anti-androgen drugs to reduce T levels before beginning to take estradiol" WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT.

THAT'S LITERALLY JUST BAD FUCKING PRACTICE YOU FUCKING ASS.

 Medically transitioning is not a requirement to be trans, as there are no formal requirements. 
Ducar added that not everyone needs to go on feminizing HRT, and that you should only do so if you feel medically transitioning is that important for your transition goals.
AAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH
Ducar says that it is possible to cause an overdose on HRT, and that you could put yourself at risk for “breast cancer, stroke, blood clots, gallstones, and a range of heart issues” without being properly monitored.

there is no evidence for any of this being the case at a higher risk than just a given cis woman existing.

For some people, feminizing HRT can make their body feel more in line with their mind.

for who asshole. for who??

and you know what, i'll give them credit, at least the writer and the medical provider, Dallas Ducar, they got to do this crap are both transfeminine, but jesus christ. this article fucking sucks ass.

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pepcono

A more fair comparison is between their article on masculinising HRT and the one mentioned above.

bylines:

"Feminizing HRT, or hormone replacement therapy, is a common treatment for gender dysphoria"

and

"Testosterone HRT, or hormone replacement therapy, can leave people feeling more confident, alleviate gender dysphoria, and in many cases saves lives"

Make of that what you will

Following this both describe their HRT in broard strokes, in terms of physical effects both speak plainly. However their concluding sentences are phrased diffrently

"For some people, feminizing HRT can make their body feel more in line with their mind."

"People who take masculinizing HRT have reported feeling less psychological distress, experiencing more sexual satisfaction, and otherwise help them feel more comfortable in their body and mind."

Now one difference that will immediately jump out at you is the length difference, I don't know and won't guess why that is the case.

What I will say is that one of these articles seems much more interested in emphasising how few people benefit from it then the other and, that one of these seems less willing to elaborate on what the tangible benefits are.

But something I find quite interesting is on the preceding line in the mHRT article:

"Taking HRT has been shown to greatly improve the mental health of many trans people and in many cases save lives"

A plainly stated sentence that emphasises the life saving nature of HRT? I'm sure they had something like that in the fHRT article, I mean this sentence even talks about HRT generically so they could even just copy and paste it!

They don't say even once that feminising HRT saves lives. Not once. So that's an interesting decision.

Of course that isn't the only interesting thing. Both articles do state that one doesn't need to take HRT to be trans, however I, just for fun, decided to count how many instances of that sentiment were stated in each article:

the fHRT article states that you don't need to take HRT to be trans seven times. the mHRT article only says it once.

7 to 1

Now that on its own wouldn't be an issue if the fHRT article didn't seem to spend every other moment talking about how few people benefit from feminising HRT.

Now also for fun I decided to count how many times each article says that there is only a chance that HRT provides any benefits.

8 to 1

I'm starting to see a pattern.

humour me just one more time, how many times does each state HRT is life saving?

0 to 4

I hope this isn't to poorly written, I came into this trying to do my usual unfeeling disection of articles, but these articles managed to quite piss me off.

Note the differences in the "Is HRT For Me" Sections:

MTF: "not everyone needs to go on feminizing HRT, and that you should only do so if you feel medically transitioning is that important for your transition goals."

VS FTM: "While testosterone-based HRT is commonly associated with trans men and transmasculine people, the treatment itself is for anyone who feels they would benefit from it."

Come on man...

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isawken

hey man. nice regional dialect. mind if i apply some baseless assumptions about your personhood to it? i was also gonna prescribe morality to it as well. if that’s cool with you

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... realising that a not insignificant amount of my Medical Stuff comes from online trauma communities and support

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is-this-yuri

i got over a cold just to get sick again somehow. what the hell man. is this aging?

i may never breathe throughmy nose again

straight up not fair for me to be sick twice in a row when im already going through so much. give me a break already. i'm just draining money i cant afford to spend and i'm never going to get that van at this rate.

anyway please help me survive if you can. i'm homeless and unable to work and now dealing with back to back sickness. i have to save money to move on to a safer lifestyle but the past couple months i've been losing money. please consider tossing me some cash or just boost the post, i would really appreciate it

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cxyotl

people finding new stuff on the dsmp is like archaeology to me

i cant get over it. people unburying chests and undiscovered builds. finding the random death sites with inventories that weren’t despawned, leaving you to wonder who was this? who died here? how did they die? spawn has so many grave sites for like so many things. all the signs and books. its haunting. its beautiful. there was a whole civilization here.

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In a monumental discovery for paleontology and the first of its kind "Mummy of a juvenile sabre-toothed cat Homotherium latidens from the Upper Pleistocene of Siberia"

Abstract The frozen mummy of the large felid cub was found in the Upper Pleistocene permafrost on the Badyarikha River (Indigirka River basin) in the northeast of Yakutia, Russia. The study of the specimen appearance showed its significant differences from a modern lion cub of similar age (three weeks) in the unusual shape of the muzzle with a large mouth opening and small ears, the very massive neck region, the elongated forelimbs, and the dark coat color. Tomographic analysis of the mummy skull revealed the features characteristic of Machairodontinae and of the genus Homotherium. For the first time in the history of paleontology, the appearance of an extinct mammal that has no analogues in the modern fauna has been studied. For more read here: https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-024-79546-1

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how do I put this.

the curb cut effect is real (i.e. when the world is more accessible, both abled and disabled people benefit from it). and like. it is completely fine to mention the benefits that abled people can gain from accessibility

the problem is that disabled people are always expected to prioritise abled feelings over our own. so it is also completely reasonable when we hear. for the millionth time. "image descriptions also help people who have dodgy internet!" and "ramps help people who have babies in a pram!" etc etc. that might make some of us irritated, to say the least. there should not have to be an abled justification for disabled access

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