Been a while Here is my recent figure White rock shooter From Black rock shooter Psp video game limites edition Overall pretty decent, a few issues with the parts but no biggie. 8/10

Get to Know Me Uncomfortably Well

Damn im too fucking nice. WHY WOULD I ACCEPT THIS. everytime i walk through my door. I see your lifeless body on my floor and you act like everything was fine, like we are still friends. Im glad you started to adult and apologized for putting me through that but thats no excuse for me having to clean your blood off my floor... God....so livid.

I got a second car today. Lol adulting for dayz

One last thing

There will never be a day where you don't cross my mind. And Everytime I go through that memory thing in facebook, you always come up. 3 years later and the sight of your picture is still a shock to my system. My life is moving forward without you. This is a good thing. At one point it wouldn't have moved at all without you. I hope your life is moving too. I doubt you'd ever see this. I'm not on much anymore and you want nothing to do with me ever again. You still cross my mind though. Not sue of its cause this is the time when we first really met. Or if it's just because of all the shit that's gone down recently. I honestly miss you as my friend. It's a shame I had to lose you as both my friend and my lover. But I did bring that upon myself. One day, I do hope our paths cross again. You will have to see how big Olli is. He's so fat. It's fantastic. I hope you're doing well, still happy, doing art, having rats, and rocking dir en grey so loud children cry in fear. Cx I'm not gonna be back for a while. I'm far too busy to be on tumblr. So I guess this is a message to myself? To you, from myself? I'm not sure. Just kinda doing what I've always done. Speak here instead of publicly. Part of me hates that I feel this way still. That all these memories send me into fits. But I am under so much stress, and anxiety all the time so it doesn't really surprise me. This is what I'm used to I guess. Goodbye. One day, I hope our stars meet again.

Nope nevermind. No happiness for me. Just get cast aside so you can reconsile with your ex. cool. thanks. that’s normal for me i guess. I’ll just be here, losing myself in black desert online until i  have enough money to move to colorado. then i can leave everything and start over.

Fuck dude

It's only been like 2 days with her. And I already want to be with her. I mean I've known her forever. But these past 2 days have been great and I want many more of them to come. Just gotta see where things go. She makes me feel like a wet Noodle in a bowl of pasta. The way she looks into my eyes are ways I haven't seen in so long. Her eyes are so beautiful. Green and hazel. Beautiful combo. I told her that I thought I dreamt last night happened because good things don't happen to me. And she was happy to hear that and completely thrown off with affection and nice stuff cause I guess she doesn't get that often. Well too bad. Ima spoil her. Mwahahahaha.

It's been minute Hi Girlfriend status on the way btw. I feel like pudding I fucking love this.