I don’t know if I should go to sleep after not sleeping for 24 hours. I think I need sleep but I also think that I should write something or read incredibly long Tolkien books that are nothing more but footnotes assorted in a somewhat cohesive fashion that ultimately have substantial plot changes no one knew existed. I should go to bed because I have to get up and go to the store because I need cookies to get me through the five battles of Beleriand--luckily the sun will be out so I can stop writing in that weird liquid blue color everyone sees on my Book I: The Epic of Eryn Galen blog. 

I just learned someone met Lee Pace today. They didn’t elaborate much--unless “omg omg omg” is some form of new Elvish I have to learn. I thought it was kinda cool. I never get to meet anyone anymore living in the middle of the country. That’s why I want to go to school in Scotland. I need to get as far away from here as possible before I die of boredom. There just aren’t enough NED gifs to get me through the hard times. Perhaps I should try Garrett gifs.

Nope. Now I never want to sleep and want to be a vampire. I think I’ll settle for getting a few hours of sleep. Or not--I could look at this all day. I do have this film....OH @fortunatelyclevercandy....distraction...

Cluck.

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Yeah, I’m going to bed now...

There was a tornado on the ground in Missouri for like two hours or so...it’s insane. Nowhere near me, though. Dad called--naturally; it was raining. He had to know how I was (texted first--he loves doing that now). Friday the 13th...Got my chocolate turtle so it wasn’t too bad.

Okay, @fortunatelyclevercandy. If he wants it, I will send Book II: The Saga of Thranduil to Lee Pace. ONLY if he wants to read it. I’m going to assume he thinks all “fan fictions” are the same; nothing but graphic sex or something--it’s no wonder he doesn’t read them (or comes over here on Tumblr to see them, or so I’ve heard he has said as much). Perhaps if he were prompted to read an excerpt on Instagram or Twitter to get him interested--though none of us really knows if he’s see it or not; I’m tagged with him enough. Since there are male readers, he might take it more seriously at this point. He’s also read The Hobbit so it should make sense to him. I guess now is better than later; I never know what will happen next these days. I’ve gone this far, might as well go all the way. 

I’ve agreed to it but I would like a consensus of those who think I should do it first; probably would give me an idea if and when I should let him read this book. 

In the meantime, I must decide what to do for May (Legolas’ birthday month) and also Mother’s Day. There is, of course, June and I always have something for Father’s Day.

Okay, so back to work--might sleep first. Haven't done that in awhile. Rain, tornadoes, thunder, lightening...sleep’s good.

Thinking, thinking. Always thinking--I’m stuck between what is and what could be. I’ve got a foot in two worlds but I can only stand in one of them. I have a feeling I’ve always known which world I would choose; I just never thought it would be so hard to decide.

I guess getting two days of rest is okay...even if it annoys me and interrupts writing. 🤫 I didn’t say that. Can’t wait to get back to writing. I have to get on to Doriath which is that way....

I'll decide Tomorrow...💻

I need to sleep for now. 😴 But tomorrow (probably in the afternoon) I will decide: 📕If I do an "Ask Me Anything" interview about Book II: The Saga of Thranduil 📗When I do the interview 📘How to do the interview 📙What time I do the interview (Time Zone Considerations) All that lovely stuff for people wanting to know the harrowing story of The Saga of Thranduil and how it went from just a few notes to an entire 497 page book, etc... If I do it, it would be so awesome if I could find a way for my father to get to it. Dreaming again, I guess. I haven't heard from him since last week, but I hope he's okay. He had the lawn people come over today. ☺️❤️ Goodnight.