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Jaynaé Marie

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I am the author of "The Kingdom of the Woodland Realm Trilogy". I completed Book II: The Saga of Thranduil (two versions). I am currently on Book I: The Epic of Eryn Galen and Book III: The Last Tale of Legolas Lasgalen © 2015-2018.
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Newsfeed #107 October 29, 2018 (29 Narquelië)

NO: THAT ISN’T JUST A PRETTY PHOTO OF BARD; IT’S A NEW BOOK.

It has been a while–my father died on October 6 of this year so I was gathering myself together and of course getting myself into more trouble. I’m going to be tackling a lot of Middle-Earth History as you can see. 

It is part of what has become the TKWR Trilogy Franchise (or so I’m told that’s what I am; go figure) because if you’ve been reading the actual TKWR Trilogy (Particularly Book II: The Saga of Thranduil), then you know on tiny line of the Bardings (descendants of Bard) are related by marriage to The Elvenking (via his wife Êlúriel)…yeah, it’s as complicated as it is straightforward. 

You will be able to find that tale (that I’ve just begun) here: @oflordsandkingstkwrtbook

Yeah, with over 3000 views in 3 months for the Official TKWR Trilogy on WordPress (https://officialwptkwrt.wordpress.com) I believe the best way to honor my father now is to keep going. The Flagship Book (dedicated to my father) has spawned a revolution (and I’ve added another writer) that will be the legacy I leave behind as I am the legacy my father left behind. 

(Yeah: For those just tuning in, this book is done–except for the last chapter “Thranduil Everlasting” which is in the epilogue of “Book III: The Last Tale of Legolas Lasgalen”)

Yes, I am looking forward to this and all other things I will bring to the world for my father and always in honor of J.R.R. Tolkien. 

**Sneak Preview Coming 2019**

Just the official announcement from the newsfeed.

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Newsfeed #105 September 26, 2018 (26 Yavannië)

NEWS YOU DIDN’T WANT TO HEAR: BUT I’LL TELL YOU ANYWAY!

Greetings! It’s been a month, I see. Had no idea–was hard at work with Book I: The Epic of Eryn Galen @tkwrtrilogy3 and posting Book II: The Saga of Thranduil @tkwrtrilogy @tkwrtrilogy2 on it’s new WordPress Page: https://officialwptkwrt.wordpress.com. It has it’s own Table of Contents (which eventually I will post here for the Tumblr Blogs–that is a project all its own.

UPDATE ON THE EXTENDED VERSIONS:

First, everyone knows there are two of them because you can’t change one book without changing the one that follows it. So Book II and Book III: The Last Tale of Legolas Lasgalen have two versions. Book III (located here: @trenarnolegolaslasgalen) will be changed to its new format over time in order to match the formats of Book I and Book II and to coincide with the Extended Version of Book II (located here: @extendedtkwrtrilogyend) with its own extended version (located here: @tkwrtrilogylasttale). Never mind the standalone book (located here @tkwrtsongofsevenrivers) for one moment because all this is about to get more complicated.

There will be no more releases of the Extended Versions until I say otherwise–mostly because there is so much new stuff that needs to be put into them and frankly, I’m running out of webspace to put it on.

Next: Chapter after all this?

© 2015. “The Kingdom of the Woodland Realm Trilogy” by Jaynaé Marie Miller. All Rights Reserved.
Image: ©2013. Warner Brothers Pictures. The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug. All Rights Reserved.
Image: ©2001. Warner Brothers Pictures. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring. All Rights Reserved.

Announcement number 1. ☺️

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For those still in the dark: I’m up to Chapter XIV--Part I & Part II. WordPress has been good for the OFFICIAL TKWR Trilogy. Tumblr, currently has one thing WordPress doesn’t: The EXTENDED VERSION of Book II: The Saga of Thranduil @extendedtkwrtrilogyend and eventually the EXTENDED VERSION of Book III: The Last Tale of Legolas Lasgalen (TBA) @tkwrtrilogylasttale.

What both will have SOON: A Table of Contents so You can find your favorite chapters and relive this incredibly tangled story of the elves of Greenwood/Mirkwood/Eryn Lasgalen that requires an org chart to keep the growing list of characters straight.

Be glad we haven’t gotten to Book III in its entirety just yet...more twins. (I personally can’t tell Elenadar and Elenatar apart or their twin sons Sîrandor & Sîrandír and Sílrandor & Sûlrandír. Elladan and Elrohir are lucky they only met Elenadar and Elenatar. This could get a little confusing. Ooo...what do you know--I just figured out who’s going to be the fathers of two new baby elves.

Yeah, okay--so, on with the show. 

Not that one--that’s Chapter XX.

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Yeah, this is from part of an private interview that both parties have agreed to share with the world about The Kingdom of the Woodland Realm Trilogy--particularly Book II: The Saga of Thranduil. Nine more days until the official WordPress debut. It's anticipated.

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Thinking, thinking. Always thinking--I’m stuck between what is and what could be. I’ve got a foot in two worlds but I can only stand in one of them. I have a feeling I’ve always known which world I would choose; I just never thought it would be so hard to decide.

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Heads up. Dad’s good--weird, but good. Didn’t mention “Stuff”--yet. Always have to get his thumbs up so I know he’s okay--makes it easier to get to work (though I spent about an hour talking Thranduil today). This is going to be fun printing this thing. I also got to cheer someone up today--I love that. Thranduil and Êlúriel make people happy. It’s also amazing how many people want to buy this book so they can own it. 🤯

If you’ll excuse me; I have to see someone about The Saga of Thranduil just now.

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Chapter XXV: (EXT) Battle in the North (Pt. II)

“I entered my study filled with my council and my commanders stoically waiting for me. As they bowed, Fëaluin took his place at my side by my table with the princes of the realm. I took my seat and motioned to Eldôr.

“His Majesty will lead small few warriors against the orcs at the borders, but the rest will leave before the sun rises toward Dol Guldur and await the elven forces from Lothlórien.”

“Who will lead them,” Nimlos asked.

“Tarthôn,” I said. “And with him will go Ardôr, Orísil, Aruilos and Elendôr.”

Tarthôn looked at me and nodded.

“Once our fight is done, we will join you,” Eldôr continued.

“And who will protect the palace then,” Elendôr asked.

“The guard, of course,” Fëaluin answered. “There is no need to engage them unless there is a direct threat.”

“My brother and I will see to that,” Elenadar said. “Do not worry for your family. Concern yourself with your return. You will stand against an evil like no other. Save your strength and your thoughts on that.”

The doors of the study opened and closed and voices were heard speaking in whispers. I stood up as for elves walked out of the shadows and stood before me. I looked at Fëaluin—his face fell into his hands.

“Oh no,” he whispered.

Before us stood Sîrandor, Sîrandír and their twin cousins Sílrandor and Sûlrandír.

“My sons,” Elenatar and Elenadar said approaching their children.

“Your Majesty,” Sílrandor began. “We have returned to fight. The words of war are on the lips of everyone.”

“Even in Mithlond,” Sûlrandír said.

“Does your mother know you have returned,” Elenadar asked.

“Yes, Ada,” Sîrandír answered. “She and Elenlúin have long since sailed.”

“We did not come alone,” Sîrandor said.

“We came together, Sîrandor,” Sílrandor said.

“You know what he means, Brother,” Sûlrandír answered.

“Please, do not stand so close to one another,” Fëaluin said. “Any one of you.”

“Sorry, Ada,” Elenatar said as the stepped away aside. From behind them Êlenuil stepped forward and bowed reverently.

“Êlenuil,” Ardôr said.

“Yes, Ada,” he said. “I have returned to fight beside my brother and my king.”

Elranduil looked at me—a smile slowly crossing his face as he attempted to conceal it from everyone. I came from my place and stood before Êlenuil. I looked at him and thought of his children sleeping in their room not far from mine. I was proud of him but could not find the words.

“Then you will ride with your brother,” I said.

He smiled and bowed and went to his father and brother happily.

I motioned for Tatháron to come. He came quickly.

“You know what I will ask of you,” I whispered. “Do it quickly.”

He bowed and left quickly.

“Where have you sent Tatháron,”  Fëaluin asked quietly.

“To fetch something for Êlenuil,” I said. “He will need it far more than I will.”

I looked around the room the elves in my presence. I knew them all since my youth and others since I became king. As they spoke among themselves, I thought about things my father had told me. I had seen so much—through part of one age and nearly all of another. I knew then I would return home again one last time from the field of battle.

“Let us not tarry any longer,” I said. “As I speak an army of orcs march toward our gates. They are not the first but they will be the last. Tarthôn, I would like a word with you. Everyone else to your place.”

As the room emptied, Tarthôn stood before me.

“Yes, Ada,” he asked. “What did you wish to say to me?”

“I wished to say that you will see me again,” I said. “When I ride to you toward Dol Guldur.”

“I know,” he said. “And I will fight beside you as my father before me. I look forward to that moment.”

“I look forward to the moment you return home to your family,” I said. “Should I not return, it is you that should welcome your brother home in my place.”

“No,” he said.

“Do as I ask, Tarthôn,” I said.

“No,” he said. “I will not do what you will be able to do on your own. You will return home. You always have and you always will. When we return, we can both be here to welcome Legolas home.”

I embraced him tighter than I had before as I felt tears come to my eyes. I had no words that could express the pride I felt for Tarthôn in that moment. I remembered the first time I held him as an infant and every moment thereafter but none as powerful as that moment. I did not want to let him go, but I did slowly.

“I will see you soon,” he said as he bowed. “Until then, Namárië.”

He turned and left quickly. I stood alone waiting for my servants to bring my armor. When the door opened again it was Êlenuil.

“Yes, Êlenuil,” I said.

“How are my children,” he asked softly. “I wanted to know before I went into battle.”

“You know where they sleep,” I said. “Why not go to them. I am sure they would want to see you. I know you want to see them.”

“Let them sleep,” he said. “I just want to know how they are.”

“They are very well,” I said. “They are growing quickly as children will.”

“Should I live, I will return to Mithlond, Thranduil,” he began. “I still carry her memory in my mind and I am afraid my children will make it worse.”

“You wish me to pretend I never saw you this day or any other,” I asked. “You do not want your children to know you fought valiantly for them and this kingdom?”

“No,” he said. “I know you, Thranduil. You will speak of it to them no matter what I ask. It is not in your nature to keep anything from anyone.”

“I keep many things to myself,” I answered. “It is just never the truth.”

“I ask this because I know I will see them again,” he said. “But not in this world. This world has taken from me many things I do not care to remember.”

“It has for me as well, Êlenuil,” I answered. “Many things I have lost and do not care to remember. But I do remember. I have to remember because should I forget, I will not know what I am fighting to keep. This world has taken my father, my friends and more of my people than I can count. But it also has given me my father, my friends and my people. I lived with them and loved them and they gave me strength to live long after they were gone. You have everything to lose for your fear of remembering what you lost rather than what you have left.”

“I am not as strong as you,” he said. “You are the great Thranduil. They speak of you beyond these borders with such fervor. There is no one quite like you in all of Arda. Not among elven nor men nor dwarves. There will never be a star that will rise or fall brighter than you. Not even the Everstar. All I ask is you not tell Nenduîl and Tárimë I was not here so that they can remember the father that left them never to return.”

“You told them you would never return, did you not,” I asked.

“Yes,” he said.

“I will not tell them that I saw you or even said your name,” I began. “But if I grant you that request, then you will grant me one as well.”

“Anything,” he said.

“You will not leave this world without your children.”

He stared at me—his eyes filled with tears that did not fall until that moment. I knew he could not refuse my request—not one given by his king.

“When the time comes, I will send them to Mithlond and then you will sail with them into Aman. Do I have your word?”

He nodded slowly as the doors opened again with my servants carrying my armor.

“I will see you at Dol Guldur,” I said. “Go see Tatháron. He has something for you.”

He bowed and left as Fëaluin, Eldôr, Elranduil and Nimlos returned while I was being dressed. Eldôr was in his armor as he always had been before a battle. “I know better than to ask why Êlenuil left in fear for his life,” Elranduil said. “He will tell Ardúin and I will hear it eventually.”

“Sîrandor, Sîrandír, Sílrandor and Sûlrandír will join the palace guard and will stay behind with me,” Fëaluin said as he rolled scrolls together quickly. “Please return quickly. I love my grandsons very much but I can only be around them for so long before I will lose what sanity I have left.”

“I will return for you as soon as I can then,” I answered. “I cannot have the head of my council lose what sanity he has left.”

“Or what he was born with,” Elranduil said to himself.

“Elranduil,” Eldôr said.

Nimlos laughed as he stood before me.

“So here we are again,” he said. “Off to fight another battle. I must say, I never thought I would enjoy fighting beside you but that was before I got to know you.”

“You mean before you got to know Elranduil,” I said.

“Thranduil,” Eldôr said looking over a scroll.

“At least I can hit a moving target with an arrow,” Elranduil said as servants began to dress him and Nimlos.

“The trees never fared well with Thranduil around,” Fëaluin said handing off a scroll to a guard.

“Fëaluin,” Eldôr began. “This is why I returned. None of you have changed since you were children.”

“Thranduil has,” Elranduil said. “He has gotten taller.”

Nimlos and Fëaluin laughed as Elmîr entered.

“Yes, Elmîr,” I said as servants began to leave one by one after finishing their task.

“Aradin has taken the north side of the river,” he said. “Father and I will remain with you from here to Dol Guldur. Aramír, Aramoth, Findôl, and Sildôr will take North, South, East and West. Nînuir has accompanied Tarthôn and the others to Dol Guldur. Eldúir will stay to defend the palace.  Árelë sent word of a force of Easterlings seen moving toward Dale from the south. Better cover ourselves on all sides.”

“Thank you, Elmîr,” I said.

We stood in silence as the last of the servants left and we stood dressed in our armor looking at one another. I took a deep breath.

“Look after my children until I return, Fëaluin,” I said. “Look after Êlúriel.”

“Yes, Thranduil,” he said.

“Once more,” I said. “Let us fight once more.”

Eldôr, Elranduil, Nimlos and Elmîr followed me out of my study and into the hall toward the main gates. As they opened for us, I could see that dawn had not yet come. We walked into the darkness—the air still crisp and cool and not yet filled with the rancid stench of orcs but the sound of their feet had begun to shake the earth beneath our feet. We would take them face-to-face and ride later to Dol Guldur. Armored elven warriors stood prepared to fight again. 

We took our positions at the furthest distance west of the bridge and waited for darkness to fade into the light of day. We waited patiently for our first battle during the War of the Ring to begin.

The dawn seemed to come slowly but the anticipation had risen before with the sounds of orcs marching through the forest—their monstrous feet crushing the earth beneath them.  I nodded and Elranduil and Eldôr to take position. We planned to surround them and kill all that dared to march upon Mirkwood. I could hear the faint sound of the archers pulling their bowstrings from across the Forest River.

As the sun’s first light, the glamhoth broke through the trees. Arrows flew through the air as our two armies began fighting fiercely. No sooner had I put down one, another appeared in his place. For hours there was nothing but the sound of metal clashing and battle cries until silence had fallen. I stood wading in the corpses of orcs—not one elf did I see. I began to worry that I was the last to survive.

“It is done,” I heard a distant voice say. “Decidedly so, Father.”

I looked to see Elranduil and Eldôr approaching—their armor covered in orc blood.

“Do not think this is over,” Eldôr said.

“Nimlos,” I cried. “Where are you?”

I looked in every direction and saw only figures shrouded in the mists of dusk. I began to fear the worst as I fell to my knees and started pushing the dead aside in a futile search.

“Thranduil,” a voice said. “What are you doing?” It was Elranduil standing with Elmîr.

“I am looking for Nimlos,” I said frantically.

“Why would I be down there,” Nimlos asked.

I quickly turned to see him standing at my right beside Sildúr. I sighed deeply as I rose to my feet.

“I thought you had fallen,” I said.

“When that day comes, I will tell you,” Nimlos said smiling.

“How did we fare, Father,” Elmîr asked.

“Very well,” Sildúr answered. “There are wounded but none shall die.”

I sheathed my sword and wearily headed for the palace. At the end of the bridge, I saw the gates open—the last thing I remember before I fainted.

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It was night when I returned to consciousness. I was laying on my bed my chest in pain, dressed tightly around me.

“How are you feeling,” I heard Fëaluin say from across the room.

“He will live,” Êlúriel said as she stroked my hair.

“What happened,” I asked.

“You were victorious,” he said. “As to be expected. I noticed you were missing a piece of your armor. That would explain your wound. It was not deep but you lost enough blood to faint.”

“I gave my mithril to Êlenuil,” I said slowly sitting upright. “He needed it far more than me.”

He walked to the foot of the bed and stood looking at me—his face lost in thought.

“I thought you did something of the sort,” he said. “You are just like Oropher.”

“How do you mean, Fëaluin,” I asked. “How am I like my father?”

“He gave his to you so long ago,” he said. “The difference is you survived to see another day but even Oropher would not have been surprised. You are a worthy warrior.”

“I almost died,” I said, my thoughts trapped in the past. “I could have died.”

“You did not die and you will not die, I am sure of it.”

“He will never die,” Êlúriel said. “He is too stubborn.”

He walked to the door and paused for a moment.

“Do you feel well enough to receive company,” he asked.

“Yes,” I answered. “Who calls for me?”

He smiled and tapped the doors. One cracked open enough for Nenduîl, Tárimë and Eärluin to slip inside.

“You are alive,” Tárimë said happily as she and brother ran to embrace me.

I winced in pain as Fëaluin smiled and left us with the children.

“Yes, I am, Tárimë,” I said. “But do be careful.”

“Very careful, children,” Êlúriel said. “He is wounded.”

“You came back as you said,” Nenduîl said, climbing on the bed with his sister. “I knew you would return.”

“You did not,” Tárimë said. “You spent the day crying like a little child. I told you he would return but you did not believe me.”

“I did not cry,” he said quietly. “That was Aranduil.”

“Was not,” she said.

“You are not died,” Eärluin said, poking me.

“It does not matter now,” I said trying hard not to laugh. “I am here now and it is late. Time for bed.”

“Can we stay with you, Ada,” Tárimë asked sweetly. “We can look after you.”

“Your Ada needs his rest,” Êlúriel said. “You may see him tomorrow.” 

“Yes, Nana” they said sadly, hanging their little heads as they climbed down from the bed and walked slowly to the door.

“They can stay for a little while,” I whispered to Êlúriel.

“Are you not afraid to wake up and have their husbands and wife between us,” she whispered back. “You may stay for a little while.”

The children turned around and excitedly returned and curled up around me.

“Wake us up should you need to,” Nenduîl said in a commanding tone. “And we will ring the servants for you.” 

They had made up their minds and started to nestle on either side of me. I couldn’t help but smile as I watched them fall asleep. I closed my eyes for moment thinking about all that had happened. I looked at Êlúriel sitting on the bed next to Tárimë, smiling at me.

“Êlúriel, I love you,” I whispered.

“I love you more, Thranduil,” she said.

“That is not possible,” I said.

She leaned over and kissed me again.

“Welcome home,” she said.

“It is good to be home,” I said. “Very good.”––TKWR:BII The Saga of Thranduil (EXT. VER.) by J. Marie Miller 12-20-17

Images: ©2012, 2013, 2014. Warner Brothers Pictures. The Hobbit: The Unexpected Journey, The Hobbit: Desolation of Smaug, The Hobbit: Battle of the Five Armies. All Rights Reserved.

Actual battle. Thranduil gives his mithril to Êlenuil who returned to fight for his king and his kingdom and beside his brother Elendôr. He brought with him the nightmare cousins: Sílrandor and Súlrandír and their cousins Sîrandor and Sîrandír. Yeah, I won’t go into it. Thranduil is wounded but lives and learns his father gave him his own mithril to save his life at Dagorlad. He’s happily reunited with his littlest children and Êlúriel.

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I’ve been busy talking all day—making guest appearances now or something. I’m locking myself in my room tomorrow so I post something. Though, I did have to stop working due to severe weather in the area, so it wasn’t entirely all about guest appearances. 🙄 Now I’m exhausted and have to go to bed early for an appointment tomorrow. Sigh. I do need some sleep. I guess...😴

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Finding a place to put lost or additional scenes from The Kingdom of the Woodland Realm Trilogy was hard but I can’t put them in the news feed @tkwrtnewsfeed, and I can’t put them where I’m going to resume posting bookish information @tkwrtrilogyhistory or where I’m going to resume posting about the Mirkwood Culture @tkwrealm and I can’t put it where I’m going to resume posting the Appendix of Characters @tkwrtlegends so I’m going to put them on @jmmauthoroftkwrtrilogy.

Did you follow that? Neither did I...okay.

The News Feed: @tkwrtnewsfeed. News and Things about The Kingdom of the Woodland Realm Trilogy I can't post on the main blogs.

The TKWR History: @tkwrtrilogyhistory. If you have read The Kingdom of the Woodland Realm Trilogy by J.M. Miller, then you will want to know its origins--from every angle. On this blog, TKWRT goes a little further into the Halls of Thranduil and the annals of WR History.

The Kingdom of the Woodland Realm: @tkwrealm. The Kingdom of the Woodland Realm is the home of Thranduil and the Woodland Elves. Life in the Woodland Realm is far different than anywhere else in Middle Earth.

The Kingdom of the Woodland Realm Legends: @tkwrtlegends. For those reading "The Kingdom of the Woodland Realm Trilogy" on Tumblr, this is your one-stop Appendix and background to what's going on--from backstory to characters, this is it. I decided to only use the TKWRT Newsfeed for News and Articles. This is what you really want to know story-wise.

From the Author of TKWR Trilogy: @jmmauthoroftkwrtrilogy. Any properties belong to their perspective owners. TKWR Trilogy belongs to me, Jaynae Marie Miller (J. Marie Miller) © 2015. All Rights Reserved. 

Yeah, this was private, now it’s public and I’m changing it so it can have lost and additional scenes not in the books (due to the fact they either got lost or were added after the fact in the extended versions).

This is a very long book with a very labor-intensive and complex story line (and this is only half of Thranduil’s family tree and his connection to the other elves in Middle-Earth). This is going to take a while. Years, actually. The world get years of the elves of the Woodland Realm (and then some).

Uh, I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing...😏

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If there ever was a life ruiner, Tom Hiddleston would be the one. I'd marry him if I wasn't already dead-set against getting married or falling in love right now. Some idiot spoiled it for everyone else. It will be a long time before I trust anyone again when it comes to this stuff--I could be dead by then. So, for now, I'll make myself useful and work. See where that leads me. Hopefully, across the pond to a place more like me. 

I just spent about an hour talking to another guy who wanted to read books more. I just said pick up one and read it. He thanked me for that. I guess it was okay. Then he asked if communication was important in a relationship--a no-brainer. That not just important in a relationship, that is a relationship. Otherwise, all the other stuff you’re doing is pointless and leads to nothing but wasted time. 

I didn’t have time to waste at 25 and I don’t have it at 45. I get tired of wasting time. Now is the time to do something--anything--that means something. Change the world, help someone, make someone smile. It might not sound romantic, but it’s something. I wonder when being honest became a liability rather than an asset? I wonder when guys will stop trying to save a damsel that doesn’t need to be saved because she’s strong enough to do it herself. Sometimes she just wants help down off her horse and someone to listen to how she slay a dragon.

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Writing Thranduil’s story takes a lot of paper. 📝 It’s the nature of writing I suppose. *Marks where the Extended Version changes begin (not shown). Book II: The Saga of Thranduil (original) finally reached 500 pages via editing. ☺️ Thanks for reading. Eventually, this will change when added to the entire trilogy as one book, but each book will have one of these individually.

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Off to prepare for tomorrow–which means preparing for Saturday. I told Dad about it, but he was preoccupied with getting me to a doctor. He’s also obsessed with getting the family talking again. I don’t know how that’ll happen–we’re not talking because of The Kingdom of the Woodland Realm Trilogy. To get this far without any emotional support from my family is nothing short of a miracle.

To complete Book II: The Saga of Thranduil (my first book and the first book in my first trilogy) is only celebrated by me and my readers and personally, I don’t think I should have to drop this for those who didn’t support me in any way when I needed it–I changed my entire life to write this book on blind faith not knowing what would happen or where it would lead.

I’m proud of the book and the story. It is one of my greatest accomplishments because I had to get over my fear of writing narrative (after 17 years of writing screenplays and plays). I had to re-learn Tolkien all over again; learning his languages and Middle-Earth History while writing. To do it in 17 months and have 497 pages of a story without any familial support to me is nothing short of miraculous. Life is hard enough with family but to face the unknown with odds stacked against you alone is nearly impossible. If not for my doctors (and friends here) I don’t think I could have done it.

Still have a way to go, but to get here is more than I could have imagined or ever hoped for. There is something about getting somewhere on your own–when the deck is stacked against you and darkness is all around you. You get to the light and look back and know you are strong enough to withstand anything. Having a family is nice–having a support system is wonderful. But if they aren’t there, you have to keep going–especially if you believe in something. I was lucky–Thranduil wouldn’t let me let it go. He had a story to tell and wanted to tell it.

I’m glad I didn’t give up when I could have. I’m glad I wrote every day–sometimes 12 hours a day–for months. When I was sad or upset, I found my voice in Thranduil and before I knew it, I have made it through the darkest time of my life. I still have work to do (editing, ugh) but I know how strong I am now. I finished my first book for my Dad. He may not remember it, but he’s still alive when I did it. He is still here to see me beat all the odds–to do what many thought impossible and to prove to myself that I’m stronger than I thought I was. After all, when I started, my doctor told me my illness would kill me and I would lose my hearing. The day I finished the first 360 pages of Book II, my illness went into remission and my father survived a stroke that didn’t paralyze him. I think he lives for me so I will live for him now.

It’s true, you never know how strong you are until it is the only choice you have left. Saturday is the culmination of strength and perseverance. It is proof that faith isn’t just a word. I made it this far; I guess a little stage fright I can handle.

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Thank you, Everyone. 😊

This weekend was awesome! Not only did Book II: The Saga of Thranduil have its best launch, but I got to talk to my Daddy. He even called this morning and he wants to see me. Best Father's Day ever. ❤️❤️ Now, Thranduil is off to be edited some more--making some needed changes and additions--and Book I: The Epic of Eryn Galen can get moving. There is still more Thranduil--in the Extended Version and of course there is Book III and Legolas' story. Thanks again. I'm looking forward to possibly another launch for Thranduil and of course the other books before the ultimate launch of the entire TKWR Trilogy.

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