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Formerly a Sanders Sides blog, Now a Personal Blog to Ramble About Any and All Things. Will still occasionally post and reblog Sanders Sides content though! :)  Kat | She/her, Adult | Overlord of a Thousand Unfinished WIPs
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Teaching an extracurricular, I get FURIOUS when people are excessively strict to kids. Shut the up! They had to sit through long division already today! This is play fun time! Yes there are rules even in fun spaces but the only ones that are essential to enforce are those that relate directly to their safety!

Yes! I’ve had to pull adults (older than myself) aside and be like hello :) so um. You yelling at them is really not enhancing anybody’s time in this space :) me included.

I coach youth athletics and it's honestly awful to see how other coaches will yell at their 12-yr-old players or make them run laps during a time out if they're losing like they are young and learning!!! This is supposed to be a fun activity!

I had a group of parents basically demand I yell at their kids and make them do physical punishment (running, pushups) for making mistakes during practices to "toughen them up" and I almost laughed at their faces like no!!! I will not do that, fear of punishment might motivate kids in the short term but long term that is incredibly detrimental and traumatizing to them.

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my prof for my banned books class left n is on leave for some reason so now theres a new prof n shes fucking changing up everything.

shes jus talkin bout how much she hates the final exam the og prof had set up n is changin the entire thing to be like. we watch a video and write a response to the video and it has nothing to do with the fucking books we've been reading

Had something similar happen in my British Lit class--my original professor had a family emergency and had to leave mid-semester...she promised us she'd leave all her class notes to the new professor and they'd just take over from her notes. He DID NOT do that.

He did a fucking syllabus day in the middle of the semester, constantly complained about how the old professor did things and how shitty it was that the university made him take over this class.

We were supposed to study Othello, instead he made us do Hamlet. Increased the homework load 2x the amount and made the group projects that half the class already completed as "extra credit"

I would highly recommend going to the dean's office and expressing your concerns with the final exam--it's something I wished I did with that class.

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The thing is, if this was a fictional story, we'd call it cheap and contrived. We'd mock it like we mock "Somehow, Palpatine has returned."

How can a man who is a convicted felon, who spews lies out of his mouth with no regard for the truth, who states he is on the side of the righteous while his actions show otherwise, who tried inciting a resurrection after he failed to make office the second time, who refuses to answer what his foreign policies are, who openly admits to only having "concepts of a plan" to solve the financial crisis, become president? Not only president but president through winning the electoral college and the popular vote.

To steal another Star Wars quote, "Is this how democracy dies? With thunderous applause?"

I know Trump supporters in real life. I know people who decided to vote for a 3rd party this election. I know many people who dislike Trump but claim he's the better option because at least he "cares" for the American people. I know liberals who refused to vote Kamela because she wouldn't outright support P*lestine.

I know people who think US should be isolationist and my God, we're back in the 1920s again, we really do keep that old wheel turning.

But if we could achieve progress then, we can achieve it again now--no matter what it takes. But it starts small. It starts with living and it starts with your local community. It starts with hosting gatherings in your house, to your coffeeshops, your community centers, your parks. It's showing we are still here, despite everything, and we will still be here no matter how you try to erase that.

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“Envision the Ether as water,” Patton tells him, as water defies gravity within his hands, “It sustains life—without it we die. Now think of rivers, streams, lakes—sources of water. Each are unique in its own way. The water you drink from one lake is different than another. It is same for the Ether that flows through every living being. It is all Ether, but we are still our own beings.” “That makes sense, I think?” Virgil’s head is swimming. Patton laughs, flicking his hands upwards as the water takes on the shape of a dolphin before bursting into mist, “It’s how my mentor described it to me. I like to think of it as—we’re all special! Though we are connected through the Ether, we are all still our own beings. Something makes us…well us! Water can take on many forms and be contained in many different ways, each unique in own way. Some can contain a lot of water, others not so much.” Forget swimming, Virgil is drowning. “Well, kiddo, take it this way,” Patton says, “Remember the illusionist shows? An illusionist can manipulate someone’s perception of the world. They can conceal their Ether, but there’s one thing every Ether-Blessed must understand and that is—what the Ether sings of you to others is outside of your control. What does the Ether tell you of me?” “I, um—” “You can do it, I believe in you.” Patton smiles, those words falling so easily from his lips. As if stating an unshakeable fact of life. Virgil cannot begin to understand it. But his words are enough to settle Virgil’s nerves. There is a tug, a pull from within Virgil. He gasps as ripples of light warp around him, stretching in all sorts of directions. Every ripple shimmers and glows a different distinctive color and one of them leads right to Patton.
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Sooo I won't be able to post the new Gibbous chapter today, as per my birthday tradition. But here's a sneak peak instead!

“So what if I’m human, huh?” The human spat, his eyes full of vitriol. His shoulders hunched forward; his hands clutched into fists. “You guys are human, aren’t you?” The human knew. He’d been listening from the stairway long before he confronted them. It didn’t matter what set of placating words Patton or Logan could offer his way. He knew and he was taunting them. It was a threat. Roman loved theater. He delighted in the dramatics of settling into a role and letting the story flow through him. This was one role, however, he delighted in breaking character.

Feel free to send any asks related my way about Gibbous or any of my writings and I'll answer them <3

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I think something that's fascinating in the AI discussion is how non-creatives perceive AI versus how many creatives perceive AI.

For example, years before AI was a thing--I spoke with someone about my creative writing projects and they expressed to me how they found it unfathomable that I could just make up entire worlds far removed from our reality of existence. To them, it was like magic.

To me, it was the culmination of countless hours spent playing with words until they flowed into semi-coherent lines of thought and emotion. I remember being ten years old and laboring away on my "biggest" novel project ever--it was 5k words full of singular sentence-long paragraphs and garbled heaps of grammar atrocities to the English language.

If I hadn't written it, I wouldn't have come to learn how to create the basic foundations of a story.

But I do get the "it's magic" sentiment a bit--I'm that way with music. Theoretically, I understand the components of a music composition but it feels like magic to see a musician that can listen to a tune for the first time and play it perfectly due to years of honing in their craft.

That's the premise of that quote from Arthur C. Clarke: "Magic's just science we don't understand yet."

When it comes to anything we don't have countless hours of experience with, it feels like magic. It feels like something that's outside of our feeble human capabilities. It's not until we start to put in the time to learn a skill that it becomes more attainable inside our heads.

Generative AI presents a proposition to the non-creative: "What if you could skip past the 'learning process' and immediately create whatever art of your choosing?"

It's instant dopamine. In a world that preys upon our ever-decreasing attention spans and ways of farming short spikes of dopamine, was it ever a surprise that generative ai would be capitalized in this fashion?

So for the non-creative, when they use generative AI and see something resembling their prompt, it feels good. They are "writing" stories, they are "making" art in ways they could never do with their lack of skills.

(It is, in fact, really cool that we have technology that can do this. It's just incredibly shitty that it's exploitative of the human artists whose works were taken without permission as well as its existence threatening their livelihoods.)

What I think is equally concerning as the data scraping of generative ai is the threat that AI imposes on the education of the arts. More and more, you see an idea being pushed that you don't need knowledge/experience in how to create art, all you need to do is feed prompts into generative ai and let it do the "work" for you.

Generative AI pushes the idea that all art should be pristine, sleek and ready for capitalism consumption. There is no room for amateur artists struggling like foals to take their first steps in their creative journeys. We live in a world where time is money and why "waste" time learning when you can have instant success?

It's a dangerous concept because presents a potential loss in true understanding of how art works. It obscures it and makes it seem "impossible" to the average person, when art is one of the freest forms of expressions out there.

It's already happening--Nanowrimo, the writing challenge where the entire point was writing 50k original words in a single month regardless of how pretty it looked--coming out and saying that it is ableist and classist to be opposed to AI is the canary in the coalmine of what's to come.

For the non-creatives who enjoy the generative ai, it feels like a power fantasy come to life. But for creatives concerned about generative ai?

We're living in a horror movie.

People have been discussing in the tags about the "joy of creation" and it's very true--for many creatives, the process of creating art and expressing yourself through that is the joy they receive from it.

I would say that's how I generally feel as a creative myself--I do get happy to see a finished work and I do reread my own writing, but I have detached set of emotions to it. My present self is different than the self that created that art.

For non-creatives, they don't perceive art that way. They're focused on the end result and AI gives them that end result. They're thrilled at what AI gives them because it's closer to what they envisioned in their minds than anything they could do with their current set of skills.

They'll argue it's just as skillful because they have to feed specific prompts to the AI and "play around" with it until the AI feeds them some resemblance of what they want, but it's not the same set of skills that creatives use when they create their own works. Often they're using prompt templates so it's not even their own ideas they're feeding to the AI.

I know this, because a close family member is that Non-Creative. Every time I've tried expressing my thoughts and feelings about AI, they don't get it.

They read me an AI-generated story and asked me what I thought. It was bland and devoid of any charm and very "tell not show" in its narration. I gave a honest critique of it, but they were upset and asked "Well, what if I wrote that? Would you say the same things?"

Yes, I would, because you asked for my opinion and so I gave my opinion as an experienced writer. I might've been kinder to a novice writer but AI doesn't have feelings, humans do.

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Every now and then I remember at age 16 I used to open and operate a food stand at a dying mall all by myself and I wonder how the fvck I was allowed to that

Btw, I talked with the owner/store manager a few years after the experience when I was like 19 and she completely denied that happening. Tried to gaslight tf out of me as if I wasn't remembering things properly like I don't have vivid memories of starving for six hours because I was the only person there and I wasn't able to get a break until like the last forty minutes of my shift when another person would show up to clock in.

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I think something that's fascinating in the AI discussion is how non-creatives perceive AI versus how many creatives perceive AI.

For example, years before AI was a thing--I spoke with someone about my creative writing projects and they expressed to me how they found it unfathomable that I could just make up entire worlds far removed from our reality of existence. To them, it was like magic.

To me, it was the culmination of countless hours spent playing with words until they flowed into semi-coherent lines of thought and emotion. I remember being ten years old and laboring away on my "biggest" novel project ever--it was 5k words full of singular sentence-long paragraphs and garbled heaps of grammar atrocities to the English language.

If I hadn't written it, I wouldn't have come to learn how to create the basic foundations of a story.

But I do get the "it's magic" sentiment a bit--I'm that way with music. Theoretically, I understand the components of a music composition but it feels like magic to see a musician that can listen to a tune for the first time and play it perfectly due to years of honing in their craft.

That's the premise of that quote from Arthur C. Clarke: "Magic's just science we don't understand yet."

When it comes to anything we don't have countless hours of experience with, it feels like magic. It feels like something that's outside of our feeble human capabilities. It's not until we start to put in the time to learn a skill that it becomes more attainable inside our heads.

Generative AI presents a proposition to the non-creative: "What if you could skip past the 'learning process' and immediately create whatever art of your choosing?"

It's instant dopamine. In a world that preys upon our ever-decreasing attention spans and ways of farming short spikes of dopamine, was it ever a surprise that generative ai would be capitalized in this fashion?

So for the non-creative, when they use generative AI and see something resembling their prompt, it feels good. They are "writing" stories, they are "making" art in ways they could never do with their lack of skills.

(It is, in fact, really cool that we have technology that can do this. It's just incredibly shitty that it's exploitative of the human artists whose works were taken without permission as well as its existence threatening their livelihoods.)

What I think is equally concerning as the data scraping of generative ai is the threat that AI imposes on the education of the arts. More and more, you see an idea being pushed that you don't need knowledge/experience in how to create art, all you need to do is feed prompts into generative ai and let it do the "work" for you.

Generative AI pushes the idea that all art should be pristine, sleek and ready for capitalism consumption. There is no room for amateur artists struggling like foals to take their first steps in their creative journeys. We live in a world where time is money and why "waste" time learning when you can have instant success?

It's a dangerous concept because presents a potential loss in true understanding of how art works. It obscures it and makes it seem "impossible" to the average person, when art is one of the freest forms of expressions out there.

It's already happening--Nanowrimo, the writing challenge where the entire point was writing 50k original words in a single month regardless of how pretty it looked--coming out and saying that it is ableist and classist to be opposed to AI is the canary in the coalmine of what's to come.

For the non-creatives who enjoy the generative ai, it feels like a power fantasy come to life. But for creatives concerned about generative ai?

We're living in a horror movie.

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I'm convinced at this point that I'll know when a romantic partner is right for me based on if they share the same opinions of Star Wars The Force Awakens as me because nobody irl I talk to seems to share the sentiment of "It's a fun movie with a ton of potential that while has a myriad of issues is at least enjoyable to watch as a what-if AU continuation of ROTJ as long as we ignore the other two Sequel movies exist"

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Just a small update! I'm taking 18 college credits, working 2 part-time jobs and trying to maintain some resemblance of a social life. But! I do still want to hit that October 12th update for Gibbous as my bday gift to me. Problem is, the chapter is like two percent finished so the odds aren't in my favor, and I won't put it out unless I'm satisfied with it.

But I did want to let the few people interested in that fic know that it's not abandoned yet. There's a small part of me who is invested in trying to hammer it out before the SaSi finale releases just so I can have a funny "We got the final chapter to Gibbous fic before SaSi finale" GTA ripoff meme moment lmao

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Doing project-based courses are all fun and games (no quizzes/tests, just completing various steps of a project week by week) until your file fizzes out on you and you have to redo a month's work of progress in order to complete the current week's assignment.

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