Painting training with Avatrice in 1x03!

Day 1 - Halo

bea - season two

ava recharge station

I feel your compliments like bullets on skin - chapter three

One lesson Beatrice learned at a young age was that the things you dread the most always seem to find you.

No matter how hard she would prepare for one of her father’s bad moods, Beatrice always managed to end up in spaces with him by herself. He never focused his anger on her (not until she made the mistake that cost her a home) but he would get so angry so easily.

He had a short temper and his outbursts always scared her - they made her home feel unsafe and the world had a way of making sure she was always nearby when it happened.

That didn't change when she left. It seemed the nuns at the boarding school were always nearby anytime Beatrice ever took a chance to do something fun.

Jennifer Chase was the first real friend Beatrice made there and if she’s being honest, was probably the only person who had the patience to deal with everything that Beatrice came with.

Thinking back on it now, Jennifer took a lot of risks to give Beatrice a few good memories to take with her after she graduated. Her second kiss (the first one is a memory she has long since repressed) and her first real experimentation with any sort of intimacy.

But also more coming of age situations like drinking and eating brownies laced with marijuana that she somehow managed to get from an employee at a fast food restaurant near their school.

She was an enigma, a girl so out of place that Beatrice (and a lot of other people) were drawn to her.

Yet, for some reason she took a liking to Beatrice and guided her through the stages of growing up even when Beatrice had no idea what was happening at the time.

Then, like every good thing in her life up to that point, it was taken away from her. Jennifer was kicked out and sent home and Beatrice never had the chance to thank her or even say goodbye to her.

She’s looked her up a few times but never found her.

CONT ON AO3

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commissioned by @gohandinhand to match with bea's 🥰

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Comments on erotica are so funny because a lot of the people in those sections are trying to compliment the author without directly saying "awesome job, I jacked it to this!"

Help.

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forgot to post these</3

Camila: How did the date go?

Beatrice: Have you ever been on a date with a girl that likes dad jokes?

Camila: No, why?

Beatrice: When the waiter came over and said "do you wanna box for your leftovers?" she replied with "no, but I'll wrestle you for them."

Camila: LOL

Beatrice: She will be my wife one day.

oh, the aster blooms

IT'S COMING!!!!!!!!!

Beatrice in suspenders is 🔥 so I really had to draw her ~

I want to draw her bartending later ~ today I ran out of energy ☹️

Loosing my mind a little bit over the way that Beatrice tackles Ava away from Micheal in episode six, and it’s impulsive and instinctual, she sees Ava risking herself, about to sacrifice herself, and her gut reaction is just no I can’t let this happen and she just acts on it. No thought, no precision, no elegant roll or anything just a panicked full body tackle. And then throughout episode seven she’s having this massive crisis of conscience as she realises she prioritised Ava over defeating Adriel; over saving the world; “I let my emotions blind me to the mission.” She tries to retreat, to hide from the depth of feeling that scares her, and she rejects Ava’s offer to run away together. But then in episode eight, when she realises that Ava fully intends to go through yet again with the sacrifice plan, she goes “no fuck this” and doubles down on it. She keeps prioritising Ava, prioritises keeping Ava alive any way she can. The way Ava said in episode seven “the Beatrice I know never stops fighting. Never looses hope” and Beatrice doesn’t stop fighting. Doesn’t loose hope that there’s a better way, different path, any other way. She even tries to put the crown on her, she tries anything to stop this happening. And she’s not saying maybe we’re just delaying the inevitable anymore, now she’s saying: I love her; this is my devotion; I will not see her die