journal entry by me. 11/16/24
You don’t have to belong everywhere!
You don't like it when I'm human rather than a captured animal forced to perform tricks for the hungry masses? You find my misery to be unappealing once it no longer mirrors your own?
i think there might be mold growing inside me
in an ideal world i would have 8 beverages with me at all times and i would just be able to pull them out of my pocket like an animal crossing character
my hobbies? uhh.. peeling back the layers…. uncovering metaphors.. mirroring…..connecting dots…..stuff like that
mary oliver was right: i am here!!! i am alive on this fresh earth!!! i am standing in my kitchen waiting for my tea to boil and that alone is proof of my existence!!!!
It is unfair to treat anyone like a finished being. We are always becoming and unbecoming.
the craziest thing ever is my bf who is 5'6 acting like im so tiny when i am 5'2 like calm down my short king we are both below average height. let us be self aware
im not in charge of the man* i become when chicago by michael jackson comes on.....
*woman but it feels more dramatic when i say man. i dont want to think about the conditioning i have been subjected to in order to think this way right now. however, by setting this precedent and refusing to think of it that way, what does that mean for me in the future? will i begin to say man instead of woman for other things? will i begin to equate more fun things with masculinity and more tedious or bad things with femininity? will i begin to equate my femininity with negative traits and hate my womanhood? Let's analyze.
lowkey i want to make another uquiz bc i was looking at my other one i made and i was giggling and very entertained sooooo .......
inaction fans when they find out making no choice is a choice in and of itself
every time something happens to me that is related to have one on me studio album joanna newsom (2010) take a shot challenge
me when im on a walk and im keeping my head on a swivel to see if my enemies are out and about but then i remember if i seek my enemy i will find my enemy
you have to let yourself be a weird woman or you will not survive
every fall i go through 5 million plot twists and life events and lose weight due to stress and YET SOMEHOW i am still maintaining a positive mindset and grateful and living. idk how to do it but i just know teenage me who was so anxious and sad all the time would be so proud of me now