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#can i just say i fucking hate america and i hate credit and i hate loans and fucking fuck this country hates poor people#like it's so difficult to accomplish anything and they design the systems to fal#fail*#i'm sick of it dude i'm 22 and i feel like my life is ending sometimes and i haven't even starting living yet!!#i'm just a number thats drowning in debt and thats! it!#thats all i am!#the only worth i have to contribute rn is my labor and that fucking sucks!#i want to just. love and be loved and do good things for the community and other people#but instead. i just get to labor for 65 hours a week and still not manage to scrape by#the magnitude of it just. is so overwhelming#sorry to rant here i just can't . get it across . in a meaningful way#tw#personal