person with an anxiety disorder/depression: i can't perform this task not because i choose not to but because im a worthless piece of shit and if i fail (which im probably going to) then everyone will finally realize how useless i am and hate me so what's the point
how an ignorant person interprets that: lazy
#i actually told one of my friends to never use that word referred to me or another one of our friends#because it was just painful#and she still finds it strange and difficult not to do it because that's the first thing that pop s in her mind when we can't do something#tw: depression#tw: anxiety disorder#oh hey i'm here#:)