when you think about alvie... he was house coming to love his inner child.... healing that broken dynamic hes had with amber and chase and even foreman a lil. thats why he can love masters.
the problem is that alvie leaves. and masters leaves. because that little kid in house that whats to do the right thing and feel good and be himself doesnt fit with his worldview.
he cant reconcile the suffering. he tried. thats why thirteen was gone (symbol for his addiction depression etc) and why she came back.
at the end of the day, after he comes to terms with himself, theres still the matter of mortality, of having a body. his condition condemns him, separates him from himself and from others.
#i see house as a sort of judas figure#in the way that it feels like he has this role to play#house is quite the determinist when it comes down to it i think#and he doesnt want to be#but he cant break out of it#lonely lonely house all alone in an abandoned building#the flames licking his heels as visions of his past haunt him#even still his inner heart#his alvie his masters his thirteen#wants to be free and to make things right#house md