i'm not really on here anymore, or any virtual platform for that matter. The past few months have been tumultous and I have changed, fundamentally, intensely, a deliberate effort to rebuild and reshape the clay of the earth.
I've reached a greater level of mathematical maturity through ego reduction, I've found an undocumented life to be better, for me. Above all, I've decided the self is a network, it's always moving. Who I am cannot be reduced, it cannot be simplified, it is what I do and what I do is all encompasing and ever changing.
#also i kind of stopped taking notes during lectures to just focus on what the prof is saying#which is working out amazingly#and i do a lot of practice work on my whiteboard now#so there isn't even anything to take pictures of#it's been very good for me actually#it made learning into something that cannot be measured in reams of paper consumed and is helping me evade the trap of assumed proficiency#and understanding#just because i have used a lot of paper#i don't know if i'll still use this blog#i won't delete it for sure#but i also don't think it has much of a purpose anymore#study#studyblr#studyspo#dark academia#studyinspo#mathblr#math student#stem student#stemblr#fountain pen#fountain pens#dark academia aesthetic#academia#handwriting#studystudystudy#uniblr#study aesthetic#uni student#stem