absolutely insane about paper organisation and notetaking
#delete later#i just want to rant#i can so easily slip into an existential moment about what a note even is#In essence I like the look feel and convenience of bound books#except i pretty much need blank paper#i can work with lined or ruled#but i'm v sensitive to lined and ruled and very much prefer blank#so i like loose leaf thick blank a4 paper#and the organizational ability is so nice#except organisation is overwhelming#and i hate not being able to flip through it#or having to staple it#or having to holepunch it#so i'm left with two possibilities that both just suck ass#i'm aware blank notebooks exist#but they also tend to be much more expensive bc i can't get blank composition notebooks at a decent price#so i just suffer