Wann hört dieser Selbsthass nur auf?

My thoughts don't let me sleep...

I FEEL SO TERRIBLE I WANT TO DIE....

Help me please

I can't handle this anymore....

This pain is so strong,I can't control my thoughts anymore...help me...

please

A

A

You are my everything.You are the only Person who really knows everything about me.I don't feel afraid to say all those things to you.I would never Tell You a lie.You can me make sooo happy but also can hurt me so much.Hugging you Feels Like having somebody who is able to take all my pain away.You always see when I feel Bad.But you are also the reason why I feel so much better today.You never left me alone.We so many conflicts,but there was not any which could tear us apart.You help me to get healthy and be a better Person.You know how exactly how I am And I know who you are.Being with you makes me feel Like never having a mentall illness.I often don't understand Ironic or Jokes,so You laugh at me und Tell me I am a typical blonde.You never left no matter how hard it was.I cried so often in Front of your eyes but you just hugged me and were cute.You are Mine.You helped me with my Fears and selfhate.We both did faults but we will be always best friends and I am so proud and happy to happy you.I love you,A!