She stumbled into the settlement out of the dusk. Annael first thought her a trick of the mists, which lay thickly over the lake—the first harbinger of autumn. But a cry pierced the mists, and Annael, running to the blurred shape that dropped suddenly to the ground, found a woman heavy with child lying amidst the reeds.
She pushed away his probing hands, checking her for injury, and rose unsteadily and made as if to leave.
Annael caught her shoulder gently. “Stay,” he said, gesturing to the lights of the houses clustered around them. “Stay and let us aid you.”
Rían’s labor pangs came on the morning of the first frost. She labored from dawn until dusk, her cries carrying beyond the walls of the healer’s house.
Annael paced outside until her cries ceased, and the midwife came to announce that she had borne a son. Tuor, she named him, and said he would bring great good for both Elves and Men.
But Annael, admitted inside to help tend to her, read in her eyes the words she did not say: she saw no future for herself.
“Stay,” he murmured as he dried her brow. “Stay and recover your strength.”
In the days after Tuor’s birth, Rían slipped into a deeper grief and hardly stirred from her bed. Annael came to her bedside and combed her hair, grown matted and tangled, in slow, soothing strokes. He carried a basin of water to her bedside and washed her hair, then plaited it as a crown about her head.
Stay, he wove with his fingers. Stay and heal.
Rían did not speak but instead sat silent and hunched, facing east, a lock of golden hair clutched tightly in her fist.
As he left, Annael saw the traces of tears upon her cheeks.
Her milk came in fitful starts, and Tuor squalled in hunger. Annael’s folk had no wet nurses to provide the milk Rían could not, so Annael sat often at the table by her window and ground handfuls of meal into a powder that when mixed with water formed a thin gruel. He fed Tuor from the tip of a ram’s horn. When Rían had the strength, he placed Tuor in her arms and she did the same.
Neither acknowledged the satchel that sat by her bed. But as Annael laid Tuor in her arms, he whispered, “Stay. Stay and rest.”
Rían regained enough strength to venture from the house and walk the shores of the lake in the early mornings. Her face had regained some of its color, though she still looked more bone than flesh.
She meant still to leave, to pick her way over the teeth of the Ered Wethrin and through the enemy-choked Anfauglith. With every step, she drifted farther from Mithrim.
Annael feared she would not survive the journey. He feared she did not care if she did.
He caught her arm as she stumbled. Stay, his fingers pressed. Do not throw your life away needlessly.
Rían bade Annael farewell on the morning the snows came. Silently she placed Tuor in Annael’s arms, averting her gaze.
“I bid you safe passage,” he said as the snow fell softly around them.
Stay, his heart said, for the mountains will be impassable and you might die before ever you cross them. Stay, for even the thickly falling snow shall not hide you from the enemy.
Tuor’s cry broke the snowy silence. Annael held him close.
Stay, his heart said again, hope welling.
She turned and took Tuor from his arms. “Might we stay longer?”
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