Look at this lion I met at work today mid blep

2018 was shitty just like 2017 but I’m making changes so here’s to better days.

Thank you @fragile-northernwind for tagging me in the 6(?) selfie challenge! I tag @rebecca-dearest @therewillberest @girlwhowasonfire @derricklogan2 @douhaveacomrade @freshairandspearmint

Twitter is sick of me posting singing-related videos so here’s one for the tumblr

We are six months on in this trial but the scar and neurostimulator you see represent years and years of struggle, hopelessness, suicidal ideation, and disappointment, to name a few. A lot of bad has happened to me and at my hand and I hate even think about everything that’s happened. But I’m still here, still trying to make it through, which is a goal that I don’t necessarily have every day, so when I’m able to I try and ride that wave as far as possible

major tw please don’t even read this I just need to get it out but it is probably very triggering for some so please don’t read if you are easily triggered

I’m in a state right now where I can’t even look forward to starting school a month from today 

Even if I finish, graduate, land a job, how do I know I won’t still be depressed? I’m trying harder to catch negative thinking patterns than I ever have and all that is doing for me is making me feel worse because recognizing that all your thoughts are negative really poses the “what’s the point?” question

Like even though I’ve gotten here where I’ve been trying to get for the longest (2 years of surviving to make it here) and I don’t know if I even want to survive anymore or if any of it’s worth it 

A Christmas gift I can’t wait to give

Thrift Shop as performed by Kidz Bop

This is a repeat message I think

Due to the fact that I’ve made so many amazing friends from this site, I probably will never be able to bring myself to delete my blog/tumblr account

However, it’s become less and less entertaining to me over time and less of a priority to update but I am active on Twitter and Instagram (but no Snapchat) where my @s are also heychessikuh. You can add me on Facebook as well, if you like, just message me beforehand so I don’t accidentally delete the request thinking it’s some rando

Searching my photos on my laptop to post with no context because I was bored and I found this from when my parents came to visit me in Melbourne and we drove down the Great Ocean Road (11/10 would recommend) and gosh I remember that day and how in awe of the rock formations and water color and koalas we were. That was such a good day that I’m so glad I didn’t forget

A normal day in Texas

When it’s December and you still like “it’s too early in the year for this foolishness”

This is the fourth and final platform I can post this on but I think this is the one that will appreciate it the most

me: hey Trump you gonna read that report that hundreds of climate experts contributed to that shows climate change is already negatively impacting the US and the world

Trump: nah, I don’t believe it

me (literally and metaphorically): 

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Sleepy bathroom pic

~ keepin it classy ~

Put 70ish miles on the bike these last two days, not bad given the temp and how the wind was on my longer day

Anyway

Yeah

I also got this sweatshirt the other day and got to wear it for the first time

Nursing school 2.0