We are six months on in this trial but the scar and neurostimulator you see represent years and years of struggle, hopelessness, suicidal ideation, and disappointment, to name a few. A lot of bad has happened to me and at my hand and I hate even think about everything that’s happened. But I’m still here, still trying to make it through, which is a goal that I don’t necessarily have every day, so when I’m able to I try and ride that wave as far as possible