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Bruna The Explorer

@hey-i-am-trying / hey-i-am-trying.tumblr.com

Digital Art | RPG | Fantasy | I am a brazilian queer artist, just trying my best | 23 years old | She/her
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I wish we got time to explore Tina's relationship with her demon nature and her horns.

I think it would come down much more about Tina's and Em's relationship than with Bagina's relationship.

(I wrote this months ago but never posted here for some reason kk)

[I had a thought about Tina and Empanada.

I imagine Empanada growing horns like her demon moms

Tina having to confront her own insecurities and realizing that what she is doing is self-harm. Tina needing to fight to be kind to herself because Empanada needs that all her moms love her completly and Tina cannot do that before she learn to love the parts of herself that exist on her daughter

And that made me think about parenthood as a whole. About how a child will always ended up mirroring their parents/guardians on some level. The good, the bad, the ugly. And I wonder what is like, to see the things you hate about yourself in the person you love the most.

I never stopped to think about how much parenthood involved self-love.]

Also:

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All my Empanada's arts

It has been a long journey. And I wanted to my homage to Empanada, what a good little egg. I also drew her a lot until I reached this design, which I think is my favorite one for her. So hey, why don't hop on my memories for a second and take a look in all my Empanada fanarts?

You never forget the first one. I drew this on the same day we all met Empanda, our little pancake baby.

This one I was trying out with her hair, but the core concept was creating three outfits based on her moms styles. At this point she only had met Bagi, Niki and Mouse, so only made those three.

Baby first heart break </3 God, I still remembering feeling sad and angry with her death.

This one a bit less sad. I was trying out some new brushes and wanted to draw a quick breakfeast trio art. They are a sunset pallette <3

The day Em met Baghera! I thought their interaction was so cute and deep at the same time. Thought Empanada would recruit Baghera to the mom village, even if not as HER mom.

Fun fact, I started this art before the 100 days birthday stream, I only ajusted a bit after seeing our cute girl outfit

This one was for ccBagi's birthday! It took some work, not gonna lie, but so satisfying to make, Empanada's and Richas' curls were so fun to do <3

Not the final art, but the final design. The pancake ear protectos are my favorite for sure.

This one is still a WIP but I will force myself to finish, not metter how many times I cry!

And the last one, at least for now. The Sonnet of Fidelity is one of the most famous brazilian poems, that because the last line has become a almost popular saying in our country usually actully being "bastardized" to: Love, be eternal as long as it lasts.

And that was QSMP and all the little eggos for me, but Em had a little special place in my heart. Always said her and Richas were my children too kkkk Thank you, CherryBee, for giving life to such amazing girl, an unapologetic girlie girl that would wack people with her frying pan, that loved flowers and sweets, that loved her moms, siblings and tios. She wanted to protected everyone, she wanted to be loved, she wanted to live a long life. She was insecure, scared, protective, kind, smart and so much braver than she though she was.

We never got to say goodbye to her.

The littlest girl ever. So pitica.

Obrigada, Cherry.

Adeus, Em. Muito te amo.

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It is really telling that whenever I saw people talking negatively about an egg it was always one of the fem eggs. Either Em or Sunny or Pomme or Lullah or sometimes Leo. They were always “too dramatic” “too sensitive” “too whiny” in comparison to their male siblings, as if that isn’t textbook misogyny. Anyway, Empanada was one of my favorite eggs and I think she had girl’s night parties with all of her moms and Sunny and any of her sisters that wanted to join.

I will not say that there was 'no' hate towards masc eggs. Richas would get random hates comments(some pretty racist one too, not gonna lie). When Bobby was alive he also receive some shit comments. Some people said on twitter that Dapper should have died after Purgatory to make Bad sad, they even wrote fanfics about Bolas killing Dapper(yeah,I saw that shit).

I think the problem is the frequence and consistency, the fems eggs were attacked for the most stupid fucking reason in a almost daily based. And is honestly a reflection on how this community treats the female streamers too, they are okay to be there if they are just going to do what the masc stremers or eggs want, they can sit pretty and not express strong emotions about any topic.

In the eyes of this mysoginistic community:

Fems are not allowed political opinions even if it is fictional politics (still mad about Baghera during the election arc, come fight me).

Fems are not allowed to be angry or upset, even of someone dies but they are especially not allowed to be upset if it is with a masc friend or family member.

But they are also not allowed not care, they can't be cold.

They also can't interfer in masc people's lore.

But also, if they don't interfer, they do not care for that character and they are a fake friend that actually never cared.

Fems are not allowed to have different opinion than their masc friends.

If they have a strong personality, they are whiny, bossy and too arrogant.

If they have a quiter personality, they are taking up space.

Fem streamers also have to deal with the most pathetic stuff, like complaints about Mouse's and Bagi's voices, because the entire existence of this women should cater to the audience

Also see what happend when you mix mysoginy with racism and xenophobia because oh my god if Teaduo didn't had to deal with this shit a lot.

Twitter just likes to erase that it was Tina that started the to flirt with Bagi, they like to say Bagi

(or when then they say that the Bagi's fans forced the ship to happen, which is hilarious when most of us either shipped her with Baghera or Niki in the beginning).

"oh, no, this latin women is too imposing and loud to her soft-spoken asian friend to do anything about the minecraft couple they both are rping in" Get a grip

The women and fem eggs of this island deserve all the girl night parties, they also all deserve a gun, they are also deserved much better, so much better.

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(If I say Empanada would never be loved by most of the audience being a fem egg with 5 moms you all are going to be mad at me)

(Empanada had to deal with all the hate directed at her and her moms)

(So much when there was any conflict with Empanada people's first reaction was to say she should die already.)

(Before the qsmp admins situation, I also didn't see any conflict in the audience with an egg so quickly escalating into the point of hating on the admin, but that happend with Em's admin all the time)

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Since it doesn't seem we are going to get a proper goodbye for Empanada, in my mind she died before Richas.

And I kind like this idea, because I think there is something nice about being Empanada being the one to show Richas were Bobby and Jaiden are in heaven.

If you watched their relationship, Richas was always the one talking about Bobby and Jaiden, he tried keep them alive not only in his memories but on Empanada's too, even if she wouldn't meet them while she herself was alive. It was him leading her to them.

And I think it would be nice that for once it was her guiding him to them.

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