It's my birthday week and I already want to die.
I do often think about how Leliana has a inkling of Alexandra’s suicidal tendencies, while others see her as brave in her desire to constantly be on the front-lines, putting herself in danger. Of course, most would just assumed she is doing it to boost moral - which holds some merit - but Leliana knows that beneath all of it is Alexandra’s desire to supposedly make-amends for things she never caused or harms she never took part in through her own death, which even then comes from her depression and anxiety and self-hatred.
Oof.
Both Alexandra, Amayian, and Esaira had depression. And right now, I want them and I to cuddle up.
And of course die, but that’s besides the point.