It's my birthday week and I already want to die.
Don’t know if I want to delete Amayian/Amayia, keep Amayia, or just keep both. Bleh.
If its Halloween, and the day of murder, I shall allow someone to stab me. Please.
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#bleh#sometimes I regret making my ocs#and other times I'm glad they exist#but eh they're not all that great#alexandra is just alexander hamilton#and amayian#ugh#he exists I guess#just wish i could go back to 2016 when I could find joy in my ocs and not feel so anxious about even thinking of them#going to go cry now in my hobbit hole#peace#personal#negative
I am bored.
My ocs: Play one of us.
Me:
Hate how my mom goes, “You don’t tell me about your problems.” But when I do, she thinks she has the answers which most of the time is to mock and degrade me.
Honestly wished I just stocked with general Inquisitors instead of ever making my ocs, tbh. :\
Why do I have to exist? Is it not enough that I could just be a lone star in the night skies? Smh.
I might not be on as much today because I’ll be heading back home.
The only good thing about this vacation is when I get home I have a week off.
Will I spend that probably crying? Probably.
Not even seven hours in this vacation and I already want to be home.
I really do think my ocs were a mistake.
When not even the thick of Eli could not stop the desire to cry.