If its Halloween, and the day of murder, I shall allow someone to stab me. Please.
I do hate how I try to get some rest, but anxiety and depression are saying no.
.
Hate how my mom goes, “You don’t tell me about your problems.” But when I do, she thinks she has the answers which most of the time is to mock and degrade me.
Honestly wished I just stocked with general Inquisitors instead of ever making my ocs, tbh. :\
Why do I have to exist? Is it not enough that I could just be a lone star in the night skies? Smh.
Not even seven hours in this vacation and I already want to be home.
I really do think my ocs were a mistake.
When not even the thick of Eli could not stop the desire to cry.
I been trying to do my podcast script for three days now, and I couldn’t do much today, because my fucking family was here making noise. Than they left, and now there is a FUCKING dog barking. I fucking hate this day.
I hate when my brain tells me that my followers and friends hate my ocs. It gets like annoying at a point because I try to share things and than it keeps telling me I should stop even though I know they’re enjoying it and just ughhhhh
When you want to cry, feel like you can cry, but has to leave through crying via your ocs because the tears won’t pour. :/
I will like to apologize to for my stupid ocs and my dumb brain. 😔
Brain: Okay, I gave you one good day about people like your ocs. But how, we shall have a entire week of bad thoughts for balance.
Me: Understandable. Have a nice day.