F and I for alexandra plz?
Thank you for the ask!
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Alexandra has a bit of commitment issues. There is a lot of doubt on rather she is worthy of her fiance or not, if she is able to provide for them, in material and emotional matters, or if she will mess it all up since she does knows she is a bit much. Alexandra, when its someone she truly loves, would want to marry quickly. She never seems to slow down, always wanting to rush to get to a new and better place, but with her S/O she wants to slow down, to take in martial bliss in tranquility and happiness. She famously wrote to her friend, Sylvana of the clan Mahariel, “The Lady Fates seek to halt me in the present moment, in permission to watch the flowers blossom and the gentle harvest bloom in the eves of this new love, Syli. For once, I desire not to be a warrior but a farmer, to plant turnips and dandelions and many more with her. Love is a gentle dame, unworthy mankind’s vices. Allow my marriage to be swift and long, I pray. I only hope I am worthy enough of such a benevolent gift.”
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Alexandra had said it often to some of her lovers in the passed, but with Leliana, it takes her a long while, mainly because she does not want to rush anything with her, to let her take the first step at her own charge. She brims with love, but often worries that her overbearing presences tampers with that love, so she does not say it in the beginning. After Leliana said it first, she often says it to her in her writings.
