15 in the kisses prompt list for Eryn/Alexandra?
Nightmares often came to Eryn; dreams of death and blood, of the Darkspawn and of Highever on that faithful night back during the early days of the Fifth Blight. Nightmares she could deal with, even as she woke up in a cold sweat, gasping and trembling, the fire in her heart wrangled in a coiling whip of outrage. Outrage at herself, mostly. There always seemed to be a steady supplied of that. Eryn did not know if she should be grateful.
Probably not, she thought dryly.
Shifting in the bed, Eryn groaned as she realize sleep would not come from her soon. She could handle that. She rather be awake than sleeping. Though her senses did dull, months of little sleep taught her body to be alert even when it was not necessary. Every subtle creep of feet upon the ground, every rustle of branches overhead by the faintest of winds, prickled her ears, tightened her shoulders, hands easily drifting to the daggers at her waists, if need be.
But she was in a bed, she had to remind herself. And all her daggers were tucked in the next room, by order of the Inquisitor no less. She felt oddly bare without them, despite her tunic and breeches she were clad in. An itch crept into her hands, whispering of the desire to feel leather on skin, the soft murmur of steel blade scrapping against the leather scabbard as it was unsheathed. It itched, but Eryn stayed her hand.
The screams echoing in her mind, the scurrying Darkspawn beneath the Frostbacks echoing faint and distant, far off but still there, it rolled over and over again, even as streams of silver moonlight flowed through the windows that felt from upmost wall to floor. Drifts of dust glimmered like stars in the air, floating freely, without restraint or care. That sounded nice to Eryn, in truth, to just drift and be free, without worry or care or blame.
"You're aren't sleeping," mumbled Alexandra, whose arm twined around her waist and drew Eryn close into a soft, but firm hold. Eryn fought the blush coming to her cheeks as Alexandra's bare breasts pillowed against her back, the scent of vanilla filling her senses, both sharpening and soothing her mind. It drowned out the screams, the gurgles, the death of night. Until there was only Alexandra. Only Alexandra would be Heaven on earth.
"Can't," replied Eryn, trying to keep her voice from wavering. "But I will, don't worry."
She heard a low humming from Alexandra, a sign that told Eryn the Inquisitor did not believe her. "Nightmares?"
Swallowing, Eryn nodded, though she knew Alexandra could not see her. "Yeah. But it's fine, Alexandra, really." Scoffing to herself, she murmured, "Why is it always when we're in bed when we have heartful conversations."
"Because you are bare to me, and I to you?" replied Alexandra. Eryn could hear the smile on the woman's lips, and Maker did that make her want to kiss her in frustration. Alexandra had that odd effect.
"Very funny," mumbled Eryn, as she turned to face Alexandra, her own arms twining around the woman's waist, trying not to peer down at the woman's breasts nor the rise of her curvy hip. Eryn could be a gentlewomen if she wanted too. But Maker did Alexandra look pretty. Even in the shadows of night, those green-golden eyes, like a fire nestled beneath the dark waves of a sea, burned bright and soft.
Alexandra did not say anything, even as she continued to smile. For a moment she was smiling, then the next her lips were against hers, straggling a moan from the thief and pushing warmth to her cheeks. Stupid pretty mage. Got me off guard. Despite those words, affection tingled in her mind. She's too damn for her own good, and too good for me.
The Inquisitor must had known what she was thinking, because she drew Eryn closer until they were flushed together. Her hand rested in the nape of Eryn's neck, the Warden's own thumb drawing circles into the skin of her waist. As she kissed her, however, the worries and terrors of the night bled away. Her mind became fogged, mushy and glimmering with the only light of emerald twined gold.
When they pulled away, Alexandra's lips were lightly brushed from Eryn's soft nibbling. But Alexandra did not give herself a moment of reprieve, nor did she give it to Eryn, before she was kissing her again. This time, with more firmness and a softness that burnt away lust. "The nightmares won't hurt you," said Alexandra, in a soft and loving tone that warmth blossomed in thick bursts in Eryn's heart. "It's okay. I will be here for you, and I will catch you."
Swallowing thickly, her throat suddenly clogged, Eryn nodded. Maker, she really was too good for her. But a look from Alex halted those thoughts in its tracks, and smiling as much as she could mustered, she nuzzeled her face into Alexandra's neck. Raveling in the scent of vanilla touched with something Eryn could not describe, sleep came easily and sweetly, and only in the morning did she remember, Alexandra appearing in her dreams in a white dress in a meadow, where only her, Eryn, and peace ruled.
A world Eryn prayed she would ever be worthy of.