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Sunset Boulevard

Chapter 6. (Clean version), Nightcross, Driler.

“I wish we had never met”

Synopsis: Dream was so sure that Cross might be the one. Even in the short time they’d been together, he would have told you that things had been perfect. But when a past history between Nightmare and Cross is revealed, it throws a wrench in the works and sets into motion a series of events that spiral relationships out of control. With things crashing down around them, it’s hard to say if things will ever find balance again.

P6: With everything shattered the four can only grab any pieces they can. Anything is better than nothing.

Clean version: Below the cut.

Director’s Cut, full version: on AO3 and the Link goes up on @jann-the-bean Tumblr same time this goes up.

Credits.

More info

Enjoy ;) (be aware, even in the clean version there is some lightly suggestive content)

Last part

Neither of them planned for this but maybe that’s what happens when you mix alcohol with a broken heart. 

It’s hard to recall exactly how they both got into this situation. One moment, Nightmare was at the bar sipping his wine. Now, his body is pressed against a wall, while Cross’ tongue sloppily curled around his. 

His head was a little fuzzy, but he wasn’t completely disoriented. They'd come outside the bar to wait for Cross’ taxi.

Nightmare kissed back with feeling, wrestling his tongue against the other. It was long, hot, and wet. The smaller skeleton inwardly cursed as he felt Cross’ strong arms firmly grasp him. This action was something he often fantasized

The tall skeleton’s phone buzzed in his pocket causing him to pull back slightly. Nightmare’s chest rose and fell quickly trying to regain his breath.

Cross pulled his phone out and noticed the notification on his screen. 

“My.. lift is here..”

Nightmare took a few more deep breaths, trying to calm himself but his soul was racing. 

He shook his head to strip the fuzziness and clear his head. He needed to get a grip.

Sunset Boulevard

Chapter 5. (Clean version). Xunshine, Nightkiller, dreammare (platonic)

“Maybe it's not too late to make things right.”

Synopsis: Dream was so sure that Cross might be the one. Even in the short time they’d been together, he would have told you that things had been perfect. But when a past history between Nightmare and Cross is revealed, it throws a wrench in the works and sets into motion a series of events that spiral relationships out of control. With things crashing down around them, it’s hard to say if things will ever find balance again.

P5: Hold out hope that things will be okay.

Clean version: Below the cut.

Director’s Cut, full version: on AO3 and the Link goes up on @jann-the-bean Tumblr same time this goes up.

Credits.

More info

Enjoy ;) (be aware, even in the clean version there is some lightly suggestive content)

Extra warning, this chapter contains some discussion of consent issues.

Last part

The waiting was the worst part. Knowing what was about to come and being completely powerless to stop it. It was like he was watching a wave coming up behind him.

He probably shouldn't have felt this way, this was of his own doing after all. Oh what he'd give to go back in time and slap himself, he wished someone had slapped him.

Dream watched the clock on the wall tick by slowly as anxiety rose and lowered in his soul. When was Cross getting here again? It would be soon, right?

Dream was not looking forward to this conversation, but the longer he left it the worse it would become.

But what could he say? Was there any way to say it that wouldn't cause Cross to curse the floor he walked on?

Could he lie?

No.... That wouldn't help... And what kind of lie could he tell... Nothing would make it sound better.

Dream paced around his flat's front room, still waiting. Every so often he'd sit down, but get up soon after, as the pain between his legs and hips made itself evident whenever he did.

It was like a small voice whispering "Remember what you did"

If it hadn't been for these feelings as evidence, Dream would have almost not believed his own actions. He had no reasonable explanation for any of it. Perhaps it was the drinks or his heavy bruised feelings..... 

Happy second anniversary Sunset Boulevard!!!

2 years...Holy shit...and what are we like 5 chapters in?? 😶 OK ok we are about 3/4 of the way done on the next oneeeee

For now, take a simple drawing of the boysss

Thank you all so much for all your support! Even though I've been more inactive, I've still been really appreciating everything. Thank you.

Original Dream and Nightmare by jokublog

Original cross jakei95

Original killer belongs to rahafwabas

Based off studio verse ideas by @zu-is-here

And Sunset Boulevard by me and @jann-the-bean

https://www.tumblr.com/help-im-a-gay-fish/662122257704009728/sunset-boulevard-killercreammare-story-studio

Here you are!!! The master post!!

Thank you so much for your interest in out story!!!!

Me and Jan are working on the next chapter! Slow progress, but working on it, heh.

Sunset Boulevard

Chapter 4. (Clean version). Driller, Crossmare

“I...wasn't quite expecting that”

Synopsis: ’Dream was so sure that Cross might have been the one. Even in the short time they’d been together, he would have told you that things had been perfect. But when a past history between Nightmare and Cross is revealed, it throws a wrench in the works and sets into motion a series of events that spiral relationships out of control. With things crashing down around them, it’s hard to say if things will ever find a balance again.

P5: Some things get worse, while others get better.

Clean version: Below the cut.

Director’s Cut, full version: on AO3 and the Link goes up on @jann-the-bean Tumblr same time this goes up.

Credits.

More info

Enjoy ;) (be aware, even in the clean version there is some lightly suggestive content)

Extra warning, this chapter contains some discussion of consent issues.

Last part

Also I’ll tag @yuriyuruandyuraart cuz I know yall don’t wanna miss it.

A piercing throb raging in his skull was Killer's morning greeting after having awoken from his deep slumber. He groaned and squeezed his sockets shut attempting to will away the pounding headache, but with no success.

A hangover...

Just great. 

It was a terrible state to be in, and he’d never recommend it to anybody. Despite what several people would like to believe, Killer wasn’t a big drinker. At least, he never liked getting to the point of blacking out with little to no recollection of what happened. Not ever since his past…

But that’s a story for another day.

But why was he hungover in the- 

Oh, that’s right.

A sharp stabbing pain seared across his skull as he began remembering the events that unfolded. He pressed the palm of his hand against his temple to ease the ache.

He fought with Nightmare... 

All because Nightmare didn’t appreciate finding out who Dream was dating.

“……..”

It wasn’t his fault! How was he supposed to know that Nightmare had some silly crush on Cross?? That he was still obsessed with him because of one night.

Ok sure… maybe he should’ve mentioned something before but Killer had felt the violet skeleton was out of line. Especially when he mentioned his family…

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The next chapter drops on Saturday!!!!! Be readyyyy

At a few points, he'd found himself stirring, rolling over and falling back asleep. His body had been working hard to fight off the grip of the alcohol, with no help from food or water.

In the times he'd woken, his barely conscious mind hadn't registered where he was. It hadn't noticed the presence of the person beside him, nor the feeling of pain leaching through his hips and back.

But now…

This time he'd been awake for longer and wasn't going to just slip back asleep. Dream had tried tossing and turning, the sheets wrapped around his legs and cocooning him.

But his body hurt.

It hurt….bad

Sunset Boulevard

Chapter 3. (Clean version). Driller

“Hopefully this can clear things up”

Synopsis: ’Dream was so sure that Cross might have been the one. Even in the short time they’d been together, he would have told you that things had been perfect. But when a past history between Nightmare and Cross is revealed, it throws a wrench in the works and sets into motion a series of events that spiral relationships out of control. With things crashing down around them, it’s hard to say if things will ever find a balance again.

P4: One slip-up can always lead to more.

Clean version: Below the cut.

Director’s Cut, full version: on AO3 and the Link goes up on @jann-the-bean Tumblr same time this goes up.

Credits.

More info

Enjoy ;) (be aware, even in the clean version there is some lightly suggestive content)

Last part

Also I’ll tag @yuriyuruandyuraart cuz I know yall don’t wanna miss it.

"Dream"

Caught off guard would be an understatement, to say the least. It was pretty much the last person he would have expected to be at his door, yet here he was.

It was strange… Killer had never actually met Nightmare’s twin before. Movies where they would both feature had only been in the planning stage at the current point. His work on scenes with Nightmare was currently only around two years old in itself. 

The resemblance was striking up close. This skeleton before him looked both exactly like Nightmare and worked as his opposite at the same time. 

He looked tense, his jaw clenched, eyes wide with a mild worry.

Perhaps it was the wine setting down, but Killer found himself feeling a little fuzzy at the sight of him. The similar appearance must have been messing with his head.

"....."

"Dream?" He asked again, leaning on his door frame "What brings you round 'ere?"

The smaller nervously played with his blue jacket sleeves. He wasn’t sure why the presence of Killer was making him feel so nervous. He'd been so sure of himself as the taxi had driven him over.

Sunset Boulevard first anniversary!!

YAYYYY!

3 chapters in! Look how far we've come! Thank you so much for all your support everyone!

Whether you've been supporting the director's cut or the clean version we are so so happy that you've been enjoying this and look forward to sharing more!

The next chapter is currently in the works so shouldn't be too long!

And specially for the anniversary Jan's prepared a bonus fic today!! however this one is only 18 + and has no clean version so be sure to check out Jan's blog and AO3 for that one

Original nightmare by jokublog

Original Dream by jokublog

Original killer belongs to rahafwabas

Original cross jakei95

Based off @zu-is-here studio verse

Written by Jan and me!

Sunset Boulevard

Chapter 2. (Clean version). Xunshine, Kross, Dreammare (platonic)

“I never meant to mess it all up so badly...”

Synopsis: ’Dream was so sure that Cross might have been the one. Even in the short time they’d been together, he would have told you that things had been perfect. But when a past history between Nightmare and Cross is revealed, it throws a wrench in the works and sets into motion a series of events that spiral relationships out of control. With things crashing down around them, it’s hard to say if things will ever find a balance again.

P3: The calm after the storm, and the fall out from the mess.

Clean version: Below the cut.

Director’s Cut, full version: on AO3 and the Link goes up on @jann-the-bean Tumblr same time this goes up.

Credits.

More info

Enjoy ;) (be aware, even in the clean version there is some lightly suggestive content)

Last part

Also I’ll tag @yuriyuruandyuraart cuz I know yall don’t wanna miss it.

Enjoy~

The next day had to be one of the longest of Cross' life.

It was horrible waiting, staring at his phone, just hoping he'd call, he'd text, that he would just do something. 

He'd sent Dream a simple apology, not wanting to overwhelm him, but also not wanting him to think he didn't care.

"Sunshine, I'm really sorry for everything that has happened and I feel horrible that you saw me like that. I hope you are doing alright and would be willing to give me a chance to explain myself. <3"

And he'd left it there. It had been just about a day since he'd sent that message, and his phone showed that it had been read.

But he'd gotten no response.

It was killing him and doing nothing but causing him stress.

Other than the huge dread he felt seeping from every inch of him, Cross also felt extremely angry. 

Cross wasn't a person with huge patience with people. After growing up in several different foster homes, with many different foster siblings, he'd had to learn to defend himself verbally. If someone was picking on him, he got angry. It had been like that since he was a kid. 

The fight with Nightmare had left him feeling extremely uncomfortable and backed into a corner, which in turn had made him lash out.

He was so angry at himself. 

SUNSET BOULEVARD CHAPTER 2 DROPS ON FRIDAY.

YAYYYY!!!

I am so happy to say that this chapter is finally ready! Alittle early Christmas gift for yall!

As always the clean version will be posted here and the 18+ version will be up on AO3. The link to this will be posted by @jann-the-bean

If you're new to the blog hi! The info about what I'm talking about is here

As always, here's a snippet!

Mornings he'd picked Dream for days out, dressed undercover to avoid attention.

So many times he'd been greeted by a tight hug and a soft kiss on the cheek. Night's bringing over take-out for a movie night, leading to them cuddling up on the sofa, before falling asleep.

The idea that this could be the last time made him feel sick, but… He was a strong man, he wasn't going to get himself worked up. Whatever happened, he was going to take every hit.

He approached the door and knocked, not wanting to delay it further.

It took only a couple of minutes, but it felt like hours before Dream opened his door.

The small skeleton greeted Cross with a light smile, and it was almost like all the weight on his shoulders had been lifted at that moment, before it all came crashing down.

This was still a tense situation, even if seeing Dream made Cross feel better.

"Hello Cross…thanks for coming over," the golden skeleton said, stepping to the side, "Please do come in".

To be continued on Friday YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

Me and want to thank you for all the support for this fic, and the first Chapter is finally ready!!.

Both the true version and the clean version will come out that day.

The 18+ Director's cut, will be posted on AO3 and the link to it will be posted on @jann-the-bean account.

The edited down clean version will be posted on tumblr, on my blog @help-im-a-gay-fish

So make sure to go for the one you wanna read.

And now a snip

He knew Nightmare was never fond of meeting his partners….always sneering and belittling them. Staring them down as if they were something unpleasant he found on his shoe. He seemed to have a knack for nitpicking and pointing out problems with men

Sometimes, it almost felt as if he didn’t want Dream to have a successful relationship.. which was silly… Dream knew deep down that Nighty worried about his well-being, and just had a funny way of showing it.

“Look! That’s Nighty’s door!” The small skeleton squeaked in excitement as flat number 242 came into view. This was it! He knew that surely his brother would be able to see how wonderful of a man Cross was. 

Maybe the two would see that they have more in common than differences and become friends! Both put up a cold front, easily flustered and irritated, and both appeared to push others away as a defence mechanism. But both could be sweet and kind! He just hoped his twin brother could see past Cross’ tough guy act.

;)

We look forward to sharing the rest with you

;)

Heh but in all seriousness, what I will say is their relationship is complicated, the start of us going into that will take place in the next chapter! Which we wanna get out next month 👀

Hope yall are excited for that

Original nightmare by jokublog

Original cross belong to jakei95

Sunset Boulevard by me and @jann-the-bean

Based on zus studio verse

Sunset Boulevard Chapter one will be coming out in June after fluffynightkiller week!!!!

Thank you so much for your patience guys!! Here's a snippet!!

Damn… he didn’t drink enough coffee and part of him wished he'd gone for wine instead. This was going to be a long meeting……. 

Hopefully, Dream’s boyfriend wasn’t as energetic as him. Just the mental image of two Dream's bouncing off each other and hopping around was already giving him a headache…..no no no, he wouldn't put up with that…. Again.

Anyway….Speaking of boyfriend.. where was he? 

Tsk… He inwardly groaned as he glanced up, it looked like the force of the hug had been more than enough to knock them back into his apartment. 

How annoying…

“Ugh… Dream…” The violet skeleton briefly returned his brother's hug, with a sigh. Even if he felt a little annoyed, it was good to see his brother again. It had been a while since the last time and his hugs weren't so bad…. Even if they were often very sudden. He gave him another swift squeeze, before gently pushing him off. 

Driller Sunset Boulevard: hurt comfort

Spoilers? Kinda? Not really.

Just a simple doodle, was gonna be kross but turned into Driller, hope you like it.

Original killer belongs to rahafwabas

Original dream belongs to jokublog

Sunset Boulevard is by me and @jann-the-bean

Studioverse (actor version) Started by @zu-is-here, me and Jan have done development's with a few versions of it :)

also @yuriyuruandyuraart​ asked me to tag her in all studioverse posts

Me and want to thank you for all the support for this fic, and the first part is finally ready!!.

Both the true version and the clean version will come out that day.

The 18+ Director's cut, will be posted on AO3 and the link to it will be posted on @jann-the-bean account.

The edited down clean version will be posted on tumblr, on my blog @help-im-a-gay-fish

So make sure to go for the one you wanna read.

' The birds played a delicate tune announcing morning, as the sun rose. Several warm rays of light slipped past the mostly drawn curtains, providing comforting warmth to the pair of skeletons in bed. Such a sweet sight, the couple sleeping peacefully without a care in the world. Simple.

Between the two, Cross was the first to wake. Unable to ignore the melody his feathered friends were chirping, he sluggishly opened his eyes. He frowned, as the sun beamed directly into them. He squinted and placed a hand above his eyes, shielding them from the intense rays. '

We look forward to sharing the rest with you

Sunset Boulevard makes its debut this month.

Stay tuned ;)