Three main substyles of gyaru I want to do this year & in 2016

1. Agejo (of course) 2. Hime gyaru 3. Rokku gyaru

Wish there were more gyaru in the UK... We're an endangered species ;_;

I’ve been feeling so irritated all day and it’s stressing me out ;_; this is why I hate having lazy days! I keep thinking about all of the stuff I could’ve done, gah.

In denial right now. Sigh.

My eye isn’t healing and what’s worse is that my eyelid is now swelling up a bit. I don’t know what to do about gyaru anymore as it’s such a makeup-orientated fashion…

If I can’t wear the makeup, I can't do gyaru.

Maybe I should give up and “graduate”. I love gyaru but maybe it’s not the right thing for me… I don’t want to leave ;_; I love it too much. I’m so torn.

I just wish I had someone to reassure me that it was all gonna be fine and give me advice on how to deal with it because I’m losing hope ;_;

Recently started watching Da Vinci's Demons and oh my gosh I am hooked. This is so good!

To-do list

1. Start sketching 2. Advertise blog post 3. Add stuff t’queue on here 4. Write blog posts for next month

So Lizzie doesn't know what to do, again. I don't know if having a page is a good idea after all... I feel like I'm so spread out social-media wise, and because of my page I feel like I can't post on my actual facebook anymore because I'm double posting ;_; I just feel bad for messing my friends around because I'm desperately trying to get everyone to like my page and saying that I'm posting on there now instead of my facebook. I wish there was someone to talk to about this because I really don't know what I'm doing. Is having a page a good idea? Or should I delete it on concentrate on other social media? What am I doing?

Gaaah Idk what to do with tomorrow’s post! So far I’ve written up about the London Gal meet as well as another meetup, but I really want to include yesterday’s meetup with Chewiee...

At the same time I want to put the meetup with Chewiee in a separate post as I want to talk about my change in style ><” So maybe I should post that one tomorrow, and the other one next weekend?

What do?

I really want to talk to some people on here but I can't seem to pluck up the courage? I mean what if they don't like me? What if I annoy them? What do? D:

So I've been talking to one of my agents about interviews etc and she sounds so lovely! She even watches anime and is such a lovely person to talk to! >///<

Gaaaah stuck in a right again. Been feeling so stressed lately and I hate it.

Day Three: A Part of Your Personality That You Like

I always try to see the best in people; everyone has flaws, so I always give people a second chance. I always have a positive outlook in life and I try my best to make everyone smile! 30 Day Self Esteem Challenge | Day Three: A Part of Your Personality That You Like

I have FB, a FB page, twitter, instagram, tumblr, blogger... So many accounts to keep up with! It's killing me and Idk what to do ;_;

2015 is the year I want to pursue my dreama

But how do I do that when I don't even have a dream? :/ I don't even know what kind of career I want to go into anymore... Despite graduating in graphic design, I'm totally stuck. I've lost all of my motivation. Sigh.

I'm such a worrier

Been lying here for around half an hour or something playing every little thing around my head and stressing out about them. Then I thought: why am I worrying so much? I've always been a worrier, but it got worse when life happened and work and uni...

I need to stop worrying and start doing. The more things I get done and out of my mind, the better.