whatever

I feel nothing, I just distract myself the whole time, to not feel this emptiness. It feels like I’m draining

I have a “wtf is wrong with people” moment at least four times a day

im not scared of my own desires. i sabotage myself to make sure i never get what i want for unrelated reasons.

"will you rot with me?"

I wish I could be good enough for once in my life

“ur so quiet”

bro i lost all my communication skills

i personally love to over analyze everything and suffer

pov: your toxic traits are isolation and avoidance but your love languages are quality time and physical touch

Me, not talking: Ah fuck, I am being weird

Me, talking: Ah fuck, I am being weird

Me, breathing: ah fuck, I am being weird